I maybe a shoulder to cry on but im not a hero

I maybe a shoulder to cry on but im not a hero

I can be your shoulder,

But you got to fight through your own boulders,

I can be a ear to listen too,

But I cant make you happy when your blue,

I can make life easier than before,

But I cant be more,

Than a friend,

Im no hero in the end.

My heart gives to much,

But I cant be your crutch,

I feel your pain,

But ending it wont drain,

The pain away,

Live through it to a new day,

I can be a shoulder to cry on,

But im not a hero, once your gone your gone,

Those eyes

 Those eyes are a wonderland,

A warm day on the sand,

Those eyes take me on a ride,

With the breeze on the side,

Those eyes take me on a trip,

With the music up, so hip.

Their  intoxicating,

When life is perfect, their full of intimidation,

Their like a rainbow in the rain,

The sanity in the insane,

Those eyes the shadow my soul.

Filling the internal hole.

happy birthday to you

I hope you have a great day, 

I love you in my own special way.

May your day be so fulfilling,

And the celebration so thrilling,

Cause its your special day,

Live it , your way.

Im proud to be your daughter,

May your day be filled with laughter,

i wish I could be there with you,

Celebrating the day , saying I love you,

I hope you have a great day,

Even if im far away.

Happy birthday to you,

May life bring you happiness in all you do.

letters to lee

honestly it helps me get by,

because I couldn't say goodbye,

I still feel like you can read these,

like when music flows through the breeze,

and when you read them you hear my voice,

and everyday you make you choice,

to love and watch over me,

when your gone, you set me free,

but the letters keep coming,

and ill always keep loving,

as I lay down

as I lay down on a patch of grass,
the tears that fall crystalize like glass,
I think of you up in heaven above,
knowing your with people up there that I love,

I lie down to be one with the earth,
feeling my love in its roots , feeling my worth,
but I look up in the sky,
to realize your right there by my side,

your spirt flows in the wind around me,
reminding me lifes worth when you set me free,
as I lay down and look up at the sky,
I realize the reasons and answers to all the why's.

Overcome the Guilt

until I completely heal from the loss of you,

I can never completely start a new ,

relationship with another soul,

I need to focus on being whole,

I know you wouldn't want me to be sad,

angry , depressed or mad,

but I still feel guilty when I kiss,

another soul when I miss,

your lips on mine,

the heart that used to beat so fine,

but until I overcome the pain,

life will be cloudy with rain.

Maybe it wasn't the time

I thought the time was right to start,
a start a new relationship to heal my heart,
but I wasn't ready to give my all,
I still had pain that led to our downfall,

maybe I was a wrecking time bomb,
irrational when I was supposed to be calm,
so it ruined our chances,
stoping it at our first glances,

maybe I was a little paranoid at first,
not ready so I burst,
I was falling before I flied,
wanted happiness but I cried.