Two butterflies and two journeys

I recall all the amazing memories with you ,

And I know time flies but who knew,

Time would be so slim,

It’s like the light in my heart  has dimmed,

Time with you has  lifted me up,

Made me smile when I felt like I wasn’t enough,

Our friendship made me realize that it’s possible,

To have true friends , when I believed it was impossible,

I know you will go on to do great things,

And although you leaving and it stings,

I’ll always remember you and how much your friendship meant to me,

And how you made me a better person more than I ever thought I could be. 

Colorless rainbow

This is a poem inspired by the photo taken on my phone

Of a rainbow after the rain and how it came out colorless. 

The rain seems to dull the life out of me ,

Sometimes I wish the sun would shine just like it used to be,

But I see the rainbow after the rain,

But my lens capture a colorless rainbow through my pain,

The colorless rainbow that appears after the rain,

Reminds me of the pain that still remains,

In the world , from day to day,

And the pain won’t fade away,

The colorless blur my

Mind captures won’t fade,

I wish the sunny days just stayed ,

But sometimes  life can have greys ,

In the sky emotions in deep haze. 

Tear-less tears

I got that emotional hit in my chest ,

And the pain set in , you know the rest,

The emotional  jerk that hit me to the core,

The one that tends to haunt me wants more ,

Maybe it’s the time and the moments,

But I just have to let it flow and own it,

That no matter how long the darkness darkens my days ,

It will eventually fade away,

I can’t remember when I felt this way,

Maybe it’s something more than a bad day,

But I can’t seem to cry,

But I’ll admit it and won’t deny,

That I feel this way,

And that it won’t last forever,

Tomorrow’s a new day. 

A lone witness

My heart breaks as the angels cry,
It aches as I watch your tears  fly,
From your face,
As I’m a standing witness and I can’t embrace,

How I feel , your left all alone,
It’s Like they have a heart of stone,
It an ongoing battle of seeing you in pain,
As the storm overflows your face with rain,

I stand watching you cry,
As my heart breaks I can’t deny,
Trying to ask them for guidance,
But they ignore me in the subsidence ,

My heart hurts but I try to make you smile,
But I’m turned down by them while,
I turn away from the pain,
That’s left and still remains,

I want you know I care for you ,
And I wish I can make your  sky blue,
But it’s like the sky has turned grey,
Throughout the night and day.

Turn a new leaf

If life gets you down,
Take the pain and turn It around,
Turn the page and write a new,
Where the sun is bright and the sky is blue,

If days seem hard to bare,
Remember that people care,
And stay strong through it all,
Remember someone will catch you when you fall,

If it seems to painful to face,
Look at the situation from a new place,
Face the world with a different view,
As if the page was something new.

Proud of who youve become

When time gets you down,
All always be around ,
To make you laugh and make you smile,
And just be there to stay a while,

I’m proud of how much you changed,
And all the life changes you rearranged,
To become a man you are today,
Getting independent, leading your own way,

I admire you for what you’re doing,
As you put together your life it’s glueing,
your a inspiration in my eyes,
As you fallen you have now rised.

No time will be long enough

Time is flying by,
I can remember all the good times I’ve spend you and I ,
We’ve come so far together,
It’s seems like now our time as severed,

the ride with you was a thrill ,
And I know I will miss you I really will,
And although time seems to have decrease,
Just know I won’t get you go in my heart , I won’t release,

The good times we’ve had,
The amazing times that made me glad,
The sweet memories of you and me,
And all has become of our friendship  and I can see,

Our friendship thriving even after we apart,
Cause your apart of my heart,
You’ve made me a special person just being friends with you,
And I know We will stick together like glue.

bigger piece

 fight for freedom on the battlefield,

Life isn’t guaranteed with a shield,

Weapons may or may not save you,

When people are fighting and showing up out of the blue,

You may or not get hit,

But it’s too late to quit,

You may die alone,

In a ground with a tomb stone,

But it was for your country an honor,

Coming back with scars and fellow soldiers who are a goner,

But you did it to for the freedom and the peace,

To sacrifice your life for a bigger piece. 

Sins I’ve done

the shards of glass,

Was the goal and the task,

Of my emptiness and pain,

Tears fell as often as the rain,

The scars shattered my heart,

Tore my emotions apart,

Made me feel worse then numb,

Permanently caused , couldn’t be undone,

But now the scars won’t bleed,

And I won’t give in and feed,

Into the agony of my sorrow,

Cause everything gets better tomorrow,

Now I face the sun,

Internally i actually won,

The ongoing battle of my fears,

And i ended up drying my tears,

So the blood won’t haunt me any longer,

The hope just makes me stronger,

Through the night,

Things finally felt alright. 

Print on my heart

You’ve worked so hard for me,

Just so we can live happily,

I’m grateful for everything you do,

And I’m happy to say thank you,

Your work has inspired me,

To climb mountains and achieve goals and see,

The future as bright as you made it,

Through the hard times I will no quit,

Cause your work has motivated me,

to go the distance and shine like the sea,

And the inspiration won’t sever,

Cause your hard work impacted and changed me forever . 

Just you

As long as I have you,

My skies will always be blue,

The night won’t feel so long,

Cause you make me strong,

The night won’t tare me down,

With you I have the strength to turn in around,

The sun will always shine my way,

With you on the darkest of days,

No tears will fall,

Cause you’ll hold me through it all,

And no matter what happens to me,

Life with you is meant to be,

Cause with you my life is whole,

And I feel  like I completed in my goal , 

cause with you I feel stronger,

In times where it feels like it will take longer.

Angels cry

The white sky next to the grey clouds,

Seems like the angels are screaming out loud,

Scavenging aimlessly for a blue sky,

Hypnotized in tears the cry,

The rain masked there tears,

As the thunder broadens there fears,

Agony hits the ground like the rain,

As the tears still remain,

The sky on earth was as white as heaven above,

As pure as the soaring dove,

The sky so white like a empty space,

As empty as a blank face. 

To my son

Poem about a soldier writing to his son,

To my son. 

Dear son,

I’d like to think we won,

And that everything was good and up to pier,

But it’s not so clear,

I would like to think it’s over and done,

And that I can go home and say we won,

And that all the deaths were for the  better ,

But nothing makes my tears dry when they were already wetter,

I feel like I lost the war,

As the night hits and I wish on that star,

That we will always be free,

But then I think of all the fallen and that they can’t be,

But I did this for you,

At night when I wish I could be there too,

I fight for your tomorrow,

And all agony and the sorrow 

Will end,

As the country will mend. 

Memorial Day

Remember the fallen ,

As there souls fly through the air like pollen,

Remember there love,

As the sacrificed there’s above,

And remember the strength,

They risked for a greater length,

And pray for the deceased,

Who fought and didn’t release,

There strength is within us in our own way,

As we dedicated this day,

To the fallen Vets and Veterans today,

Thank you for sacrificing your life for a better today 

Permanent bandaid

As my emotions blend ,

And my mind mends,

The pain subsided,

As I continue on my ride,

My heart, pumps at a consistent beat,

As it grounded to the earth with my feet,

The feelings aren’t extreme ,

As they shine through a beam,

As my mind and emotions flow,

I will always know,

How to keep them in sync together,

So I’ll never forget or let it sever. 

There’s no end

When you feel like your gonna fall,

I’ll be there to stand with you through it all ,

And when it rains and your sad,

I’ll stand with you till your glad,

If it seems impossible I’ll make it right,

When your in darkness I’ll make it light,

But if your alone and lost,

I’ll travel to you in sunshine or frost,

To make you smile ,

In the moment or within a while,

Cause I’ll be your friend,

When life feels like it hit the end. 

I’ll be

Stand tall,

I’ll walk with you through it all,

As i hold your hand,

I’ll help you find your strength to stand,

I’ll be the shoulder to cry on at night,

The person to rely on and make it alright,

I’ll be a light in your darkest hour,

Be strength like a strong super power,

And when you can’t speak,

I’ll be the strength when you weak,

And if you can fight,

I’ll remove your kryptonite,

As the journey ends,

I’ll always be there for my friends. 

Sunset

The warm colors of the sky,

Relaxes me when I cry ,

Reminds me of a warm sunny day,

And the sadness goes away, 

The reds  blend with the sky,

And all the unanswered questions and my whys,

Seem to fade away,

Cause at the end of the day,

The day turns to night,

And the sorrow dims the light,

But the colors never fade ,

Cause the sunshine is what has made,

The sunset turn blue,

As my worries disperse into dew . 

Rise above

When life gets you down ,

Pick yourself off the ground.

And cherish yourself for being the best you can be,

And know nothing is better than being truly me,

It may seem hard to bare,

But don’t give up and don’t stop there,

You have yourself to lift you up,

And know just being you is enough,

When the day seems impossible to keep going,

Just know you’ll get there and keep knowing ,

That no matter what happens when you fall,

There’s hope that overcomes it all. 

When weak is among you

You might feel weak,

But at your peak,

You may feel you had enough,

Even though you feel your tough,

But don’t succumb to the fear,

When it haunts you and draws near,

Remember the light,

The stars that shine through the night ,

And have faith that the pain is at its end,

And that the sorrow in your heart will mend,

Remember the feeling of release,

To make you feel at ease,

Remember the emotions,

The true love and devotions. 

It’s okay to feel

Don’t hide the pain,

It will drive you insane,

Don’t hide,

Just cause you don’t wanna lose your pride,

When life gets you down ,

It’s okay to turn your smile into a frown,

And when night haunts you inside,

You can let it out and cry,

And in the night when you feel alone,

Don’t let your heart turn to stone,

Let it out and feel,

Cause your feelings are relevant and real,

Remember to talk it out,

Vent about it or shout,

Let the feeling flow,

And eventually you’ll know,

That the bad feelings are okay,

To feel even on a bad day,

Don’t forget to feel the feeling,

Cause it’s not written on the ceiling,

Ask for help when your sad,

Don’t be scared or mad,

Cause people can’t help if you don’t ask,

And asking for help isn’t a petty task.

Remember when

When life seems to get you down,
Remember you can turn it around,
Take a chance and make it happen,
Your strong with your internal passion,

When life seems to feel like an endless pain,
Search for the sunshine in the rain,
Remember the sweet moments you had,
The times that makes you glad,

Cause In the dark there is light,
Beyond the strength you can overcome the kryptonite,
In the mist of the sad times,
There’s emotion in these rhymes.

Accept what you can’t change

It’s hard to Accept things you cannot change,

Life isn’t a house you can just simply rearrange,

Things happen in life you can’t explain,

And things stick with you and remain,

You can’t change what has happened before,

But you can always open another door,

Somethings cant be explained can’t be undone,

But that doesn’t mean you won,

Things unexplained can tare you apart,

Maybe never heal or mend a broken heart,

But life goes on without hesitation,

With courage ,strength and motivation.

Take me back

I remember when I was fighting with my head,

And I was so anxious I couldn’t go To bed,

Those nights I gave in to the temptation,

To feed my negative sensation,

And I can recall the nights I prayed,

As I wished there was someone who’s stayed ,

By my side, as I cried those tears,

To shelter me from my fears,

I can finally say it was the worse pain I endured,

All I wanted was a cure,

And I can remember when the nights felt like days,

And all I did was pray,

Pray, that all the pain went away,

When self harm didn’t affect me that way,

I remember when I cried at night,

For things I regretted when these was no light . 

Don’t give in

Take my hand and we will walk through the pain,

Admit you feel it and then let it fall like rain,

Your path maybe be hard but it’s not over,

The more you try , inner love gets a little closer,

Internal Voices might get In your head,

Try and tare you apart instead,

But remember the people following by your side,

And how far you’ve come , despite the tears you’ve cried,

I believe the fight is worth it in the end,

And trust me there’s a light my friend,

In the mist of dark there is light,

Don’t let the dark be your weakness there’s no kryptonite. 

The bright Oura

The  oura  of light spreads through the dark empty place,

Serenity fills the room like a warm embrace,

Cool wind circles the room through the air,

Into the darkness without a care,

The rhythm of the rain drops linger in the hallway,

The music flows as we sway,

As the day turns to night,

No oura shines as bright,

The room lifts the spirt but it’s full of night,

When people come to feel well they feel alright,

The calmness of the temperature in the room,

Is to calm your sense and your doom,

The oura won’t dim your spirit,

When you listen you will hear it,

The message behind the pain,

And the sunshine behind the rain. 

Listen to your own beat

No matter how many people tare you down,

Take what they say and turn it around,

Remember who you are inside,

And that the words don’t define,

Who you are ,

Cause you shine brighter than the star,

Just believe that nothing can tare you down,

Even when your lost, happiness can always be found,

Nothing can stop you from

Feeling pain,

But you can either be consumed by it or let it fall like rain,

You can believe what the say,

But at the end of the day,

Your living with yourself each day,

And no matter what people say,

It won’t define who you are,

Cause your a shining star,

Be yourself and listen to your own heart,

Cause no know knows you better than you , so don’t let it tare you apart. 

Distance

When I feel like your slipping from me,

My heart seems to drop instantaneously,

As my mind starts to go crazy ,

And my thoughts cloud , it’s hazy,

It’s like a cyclone my mind spins round and round,

Internal voices all around sound,

My physique feels all off inside,

And I can’t seem to hide,

The feeling that I might lose you,

I can’t help but feel scared and blue,

But I may just be overthinking,

That makes my thoughts starting sinking,

But I can’t have you slip away,

Even if I think it any way,

I try to ignore the ongoing thoughts,

That gets me caught. 

There’s so much to gain

Don’t fight back what’s real,

Remember the feeling and feel,

It’s okay to feel the pain,

Let it fall down like rain,

Don’t let the feelings hide,

Let it out, don’t let it consume you inside,

Admit the feelings you feel,

Even when you don’t wanna believe it’s real,

It might be hard to understand,

But trust me , there will always be someone to take your hand,

To hold you up when your down ,

To make you smile when you frown,

So feel the feeling,

Admit the mistakes and take the healing,

Fight the battle and the war,

Remember there’s so much worth fighting for.