Fly

Fly 

Will we pass heaven so I can see you,

I don’t mind a detour instead of straight too,

Will I see you happy and satisfied,

Or was it all just a lie,

I can’t be there, so let the plane guide me,

Let it guide me straight to you so I can see,

That heaven made you content,

To the happy level you expect,

Do you have your own castle up there,

You were always my king everywhere,

Let this flight visit heaven one time,

Atleast in my rhymes. 

New experiences

every new experience comes in time,

I've been so stressed, ive been lost for rhymes,

I can't seem to talk it out in session,

but its not to the point of intervention.

my emotions are numb lately inside,

about this rushed experience in time,

my mind can barely carry so much,

loss of rhymes , I lost touch,

I had to walk away from what I new,

to experience something different , im not in tune,

but with every experience I take,

I know ill come through and make,

the best of what I got

Thoughts

Thoughts 

My thoughts drift in and out,

Sometimes I know what they are about,

Sometimes I ponder questions that are unanswered inside,

Sometimes feelings come in and I can not hide,

My mind faces many stages ,

As I move through time and as it ages,

My mind gets stressed and over thinks ,

Minutes hours and sometimes I’m hood winked,

I try to manage my thoughts,

But then they get caught in a wave ,

And then I’m floating or sinking and who’s gonna save. 

I want more

I want more 

I’ve come so far this year,

As beautiful as the sunset at the end of the pier ,

I’ve overcome so many goals in a short amount of time, 

Through my determination and rhymes, 

My goals increase as my dreams get bigger,

As my

Enemy depletes I realize I’m a winner ,

I search for the dreams that I strive for,

Remembering how strong I am and how I want more. 

Moment

Moment 

Every moment forward or back ,

No matter how crazy and out of whack,

I’ve put my 100 percent effort into it ,

I tried despite the pain to never quit,

And even the pain that tore me down ,

I didn’t let the frown ,

Hit me to the ground,

Cause I’m riding the wave through the sound ,

So with what I have and what I’ve learned over all,

I’m strong and I won’t let myself fall,

I’m strong even though I’ve fallen in Times,

I’m strong internal rhymes. 

Parts of you

When you left this world your smile remained on my face,

The reflection of your heart stayed in my soul,

Parts of you tattoo in my heart,

So we are never apart,

Every piece of you is lingering in my heart,

And as I grow you will grow older and we won’t part,

Our friendship will go on,

As our love will remain and won’t be gone,

Parts of you will remain here with me ,

Love endlessly . 

Situations

Situations 

The things that happened in the past,

Made me scared cause they. Seemed to last and last ,

I didn’t know how to overcome the pain,

But it’s not easy to let it go like rain ,

My heart hurt and my mind was strained ,

All the emotions rang in the brain ,

But with all I learned from the past ,

I’m gonna re-fresh it so the pain doesn’t last ,

I’m gonna let it go behind me,

Let it rain so the pain doesn’t define me,

The past isn’t the same reaction,

I won’t give the past pain satisfaction. 

Unbalanced

Unbalanced 

My life has its ups and downs ,

I have my happiness and my frowns,

I have many stories and versions of me,

Not enough passion and intensity,

I’ve carried many bags on my shoulders,

As I fight I still get older ,

My heart and head bends and breaks,

Strength it times when I ache, 

My emotions are unbalanced sometimes,

As I write my rhymes ,

Unbalanced and unwritten and unsure,

Life isn’t so pure. 

Parts of you

When you left this world your smile remained on my face,

The reflection of your heart stayed in my soul,

Parts of you tattoo in my heart,

So we are never apart,

Every piece of you is lingering in my heart,

And as I grow you will grow older and we won’t part,

Our friendship will go on,

As our love will remain and won’t be gone,

Parts of you will remain here with me ,

Love endlessly . 

Picture perfect

Picture perfect 

I tried to please everyone before me,

I’ve been blinded even though I can see,

My heart can bleed when I’m whole,

It’s my forever lasting soul, 

I’ve been lost when my path is laid out,

I’ve been so angry I wanna shout,

Time to be feels endless ,

As life seems timeless,

My tears are like a storm,

As I develop my form,

I’m not perfect I know that now ,

I try ever so hard , I don’t know how. 

accept it

I argue with myself back and forth about things,

trying to dissect what each problem brings,

im conflicted with the pain some people make,

as I accept it even though it aches,

I am discussing the pain it brings me,

I know I can't be hard for me to see,

other peoples reasons ,

but life comes and go, life has it season,

I accept the choices you've made,

and life choice you've played,

even though it hurts me,

I accept what could be,

Take my advice

Take my advice 

All the advice I try to give you ,

To help you and help guide you through ,

Sometimes I feel it isn’t enough,

You can’t always be tough ,

I want to help you from  yourself,

But I can’t mend your mental health ,

Life is based on our choices,

But you can listen to other voices ,

I want you to Listen to me,

But I accept who you wanna be ,

I try to help you out and I try,

But life isn’t easy when you deny ,

My help and my advice. 

But I trust you end wise. 

I’ll see you through

I’ll see you through 

I can’t like every decision you make,

And if it hurts than I ache ,

I trust you to know what’s right,

And Hopefully you can sleep through the night,

I just wanna see you thrive in every way,

And see you happy every single day ,

So you make mistakes and the right ones,

But I trust you and I’m not done,

Supporting you ,

And seeing you through. 

Wishing you were somehow here again

Poem- wishing you were somehow here again. 

I see a butterfly in the sky,

And all my unanswered questions why,

When I think of you,

It’s like the Florida sky after a storm beautiful blue,

There’s not a day that goes by ,

That I don’t miss saying hi, 

And  I wish you were still by my side ,

Riding this crazy ride,

But you live on inside all of us,

And deep down I trust ,

That life is full and your still here,

As long as your in my heart lingering near. 

Books

Books 

I have written a lot about my struggles in life ,

My pain, sadness happiness and strife ,

I’ve written about my successes in the past and the moment ,

Strength and learned and I’ve owned it,

Sometimes life tests me,

I fight to remain open and free ,

But lately I’ve been lost for words to express me,

All the things that meant to be.

Lately

Lately 

Lately life has been rough,

But I’m strong and tough ,

I’ve made pieces fit together,

And reset them so they don’t sever,

I’ve been mind blocked for awhile,

There’s so much to pile ,

I’ve been strong through the uneasy feelings ,

Life is abstract and surrealing ,

But pieces in the puzzle don’t always fit,

But I won’t quit, 

Lately it hasn’t been a easy ride ,

But I still have my pride .

Snapshot of you

Snapshot of you 

I look back on all the photos of you,

Remembering the life we’ve had just us too,

My heart seems lost, parts in time, 

Missing words in my rhymes ,

I feel like life now a days  seems incomplete,

I won’t admit defeat,

Cause all the snapshots of you ,

Remember our relationship too,

I replay the times in my head,

Thinking of you when I lie in bed,

Reflecting the snapshots in my mind,

Combinding things old and new that I find. 

shade of you

i know parts of me,

But I dont know who I wanna be,

I know the insides and outs,

But I don’t know what lifes all about,

I try to dissect the parts I dont understand,

Realizing its ok to be an off brand,

Im rare and unique inside,

Even the parts of me I can’t define.

Surreal

The sky is the limit when you continue to try,

Believe what you set your mind too and then you’ll fly, 

My mind soars through pain and sorrow,

As I pick up strength carrying it through till tomorrow,

Im ambitious as I grow,

The more I open myself up the more I know,

Nothing can stand in my way but myself,

Negativity and my health.

I put myself first but I got your back as a friend,

Ill fight for me and you in the end,

i won’t give in , no matter how hard it might seem,

Life is a surreal dream. 

Even though

I’m strong when I have hope,

I am determined to do well and then I can cope,

My mind can be hurt but I mend,

Shades of blue but I blend ,

I lift my head when I’m down,

Knowing courage won’t make me frown,

Hope spins the world in circles and I won’t break,

No matter how many times life makes me ache.