Life isn’t always

Life isn’t always 

Life isn’t easy , life is hard,

Life can be sentimental like a cheesy card,

When moments get rough,

You can’t always be tough,

Times change you every stage ,

Every moment as you age ,

The world continues to spin,

But we won’t always win,

We take chances everyday,

We move forward and back each way,

We challenge ourselves each time we try,

Sometimes we soar and sometimes we fly.

Your heart

Your heart 

You haven’t been gone that long,

But your personality made me strong,

I think about you all the time ,

And I can always seem to have a rhyme,

About how much you meant to me,

And how life isn’t always meant to be,

I miss the old times ,

Written in my heart as well as my rhymes ,

The rhymes show the love ,

From the stars above,

Written from my heart,

As we are apart, 

I’ve learned

Ive learned

I’ve learned so much yet I’ve questioned many ,

Wondering how many answers I asked  if any, 

I’ve moved forward and showed my strength,

But I still got my time miles and lengths,

I’ve carried my tools of what I’ve learned now,

Continued to ask how,

To keep going and learn more,

Open all and many doors ,

I’ve been taking all that I now know,

And I’ll see how much more I’ll know,

I’m strong and I’ll keep learning,

And I’ll keep yearning 

Adaptive

Adaptive

I need to Change
Look and what I have and Rearrange
I used to Make due
But I want change and do something new ,

I wanna not be scared ,
Not stop after each beware,
Charge and prove people wrong ,
In actions and poetry not song ,

I wanna take it seriously now,
Try even when I feel I don’t know how ,
I wanna put myself out  and try this new independence thing,
Flowing with it as music rings.

Emotional map

Emotional map

The innocence in me has yet to question life,

Wondering lost in the midst frost of strife, 

Yet things that have poisoned me made me weak,

Made my life dimmed to the peak ,

My life’s map had turns and breaks,

Happiness and aches ,

Turns and back tracks ,

With all my baggage and backpacks,

I’m stronger than the sad baggage I carry on my shoulders,

Despite the battles and the boulders 

Curse

I’ve been hit with a curse I now have to live with,

So much in denial I thought it was a myth, 

I’ve lived in fear it will take me, but also in denial I didn’t want to see,

The ugliness the sickness can become,

I just feel confused and overwhelmed,

I’m scared for what the future holds,

As I’m trying to be bold. Hey 

What is time

Time seems to go by slowly each day,

But it picks up pace in everywhere,

Months, days and hours become years,

Fast time for fun and slow fears ,

Moments that hurt stay with me,

Happiness was but sometimes wasn’t what it was supposed to be, 

I try to be strong despite the pain,

Living it out in the rain,

Sometimes your home should be your happy place,

Home can bring smiling and sad faces ,

I remember what was there inside, 

Myself whether I smile or hide. 

Unfamiliar view

Unfamiliar view 

The trees smell like an old page from a book ,

Transporting from one world to another let’s take a look,

It’s colors blend from a different world ,

As the time portal changes and swirls ,

Is like looking through a new glass,

It’s like a dream from the past,

Traveling from a destination to the next one,

When the images flow and done. 

Something about Idaho

Something about Idaho 

I feel connected,

Life when we speak our voice won’t being intercepted,

I feel like we bond together ,

Something about the country side makes our connection never sever,

The wind is like your touch next to me,

Answering me as we sit contently,

I’m connected to you by the wind flowing through me,

As the sky hits and I can see.