picture on my wall

Picture on my wall

I stare at your photo every night before I go to bed,

I think of you in every poem that I read,

My mind lingers in the past of your living soul,

And how the future without you just feels like a hole,

I pray there’s a heaven up there,

And I hope you know I care,

Life seems to linger by,

Knowing we didn’t have a lot of time , you and I ,

I know time will heal every wound that’s become of this,

But I wanted nothing but for you to have bliss.

My heart wanted a better life for you,

So you can overcome and strive through.

more time

More time

i keep thinking what it would be like if you were still living,

you had an amazing life, you were so giving,

Life gave you trials and tribulations,

And I couldn’t be your salvation,

My heart wanted nothing more than for you to be happy,

But your life seemed so shabby,

i cant imagine you leaving so soon,

You had so many chances so many moons,

But all I wanted was you to be strong.

Who knew you fought this long,

I wish you had more time,

But you live on in my rhymes. 

Those fears

The road seems scary but I’m not alone,

The pathway isn’t set in stone,

I’m scared but it will pass,

Knowing the fear will not last ,

The unknown drives me crazy but I’m trying ,

It may be rocking but I’m flying ,

The road doesn’t seem easy to navigate,

Cause I have a lot on my plate,

My mind alters my fears ,

Magnify’s then and those tears,

The process is long ,

But I’m cautious and i’m strong .

World

In a world full of imperfections,

And full of pain and tension ,

You never fail to make me smile ,

Every moment while,

Life seems so hard as your contemplating,

You remind me times like this is worth waiting,

A special place you have in my heart,

as we are together and apart ,

Life seems hard to put together,

But our connections won’t sever,

In times of happiness and pain,

Life is worth it with you through the rain. 

Sunshine

Sunshine 

If the sun refuses to shine,

It would be okay cause your mine,

If it would always rain,

I know you would shelter me through the pain,

You bring out the best in me,

Knowing I can be who I wanna be,

If the night had no stars,

I’ll be there always and accept you for who you are,

And whenever life seems blue,

I know I got you,

In the sunshine or the rain,

You and me will remain . 

Meaning

Meaning

If life is full of risks, I’ll take it with you,
If life’s a journey meant for two , I’m glad I have you,
The world is big and the adventure is long,
But it doesn’t seem scary with you cause you make me strong,

The road may take us in different directions and our pasts aren’t the same,
But life is the same way different but I’ll play the game,
The pain will be there but it’s okay,
Knowing I feel happy in the moment with you this way,

And the sun won’t always shine,
But life can’t define ,
The way I feel about you,
When all my eyes see are you .

Eyes

Your eyes are beautiful as the stars,

It truly represents who you are,

It’s as deep ocean with the love that flows like sea,

Inspiring ,true meaning like the constellations free as can be,

Your eyes are deep as the river ,

gets light when the sky gets dimmer,

Your eyes shows the hope inside of the dark night ,

Your eyes are as beautiful as The light ,

When you look at me,

Your eyes show me what life can be,

Your eyes are as bright as the sun in the sky,

Reassuring me , it’s okay to not cry. 

The job process

The process goes on and on,

Who knows how many I’ve gone,

Too , non stop process on repeat,

Still I don’t admit defeat,

It’s the same old line,

Almost like it’s on rewind,

A search process over and over again,

Still not Knowing the answer then,

The same old get up different mind set,

There’s something I don’t get,

Why I can’t go the step forward,

Stuck on those boarders . 

Expressions

I can’t seem to say the words out loud, 

But I know I write it in rhymes confident and proud,

I can write my feelings for you,

I’ve never felt so much love flowing through,

My eyes are open to what your feeling ,

As mine express what’s so surrealing,

My heart can express what my mind can share,

But life doesn’t always explain the complete process of a pair,

I know what you and I have seems like a dream,

Nothing is ever as it seems,

Life seems so far away yet within reach,

With you every moment I value as you teach ,

Me something that makes me a better me,

Life is complete knowing your part of me. 

Every piece

Every piece 

Every piece of you ,

Opens my heart and makes it brand new,

Every moment of us,

Is what I love and trust,

Life seems complete when pieces don’t fit,

Your always there and I won’t ever quit,

I believe in you,

Every piece of you makes it all seem true,

I feel complete inside,

Every piece makes it worth the ride,

Every shade of you,

Reminds me how much I adore you,

Cause life short when the sun goes down,

But with you the world seems forever spin round. 

My heart

My heart 

Your my sunshine when I’m down,

You help me smile when I have a frown,

You’ve taught me so many things ,

When life gets hard , you remind me of things ,

To be happy about and reasons to smile, 

Your fill me love and joy while,

Life seems rough,

Your my strength that makes me tough,

My heart beats for you,

In life you help me through,

I’m blessed to have you,

Life is special with you . 

Sunshine in the rain

Sunshine in the rain 

When I’m scared,

I know your always there,

To make me laugh and make

Me smile,

When life is hard all the while ,

You raise me up and I can soar,

You encourage me to be more,

More of a better , strong me,

Cause with you I’m strong as can be,

I feel happiness with you,

As you walk me through ,

Every strength and every pain,

You are the sunshine in the rain. 

what you mean to me

The way you make me feel,

Is happiness that finally felt so real,

You lift me up inside and make smile,

And I haven’t felt that way in a while,

you make me laugh when im in tears,

Hold me tight and remind me I have nothing to fear,

You like me for who I am inside and out,

And that’s what a relationship is all about,

And ive never felt so strong and more me,

And you encourage me to be the best I can be,

With you life seems like the sunshine and the stars,

I like you just for who you are.

Seems like a dream

Seems like a dream

You accept me for me,
I can can truly see ,
You like me just for being me,
And when I’m with you I feel free,

You make me laugh and smile,
Feel pretty all the moments while,
I feel self conscious and insecure,
And you loved me no matter what I’ve endured,

You bring me spirit and make me feel,
What it’s like to feel real,
And special inside ,
With you I don’t have to hide.

And no matter what you cared ,
I know your always there,
It’s never felt so perfect inside,
I love that amazing side .

To fall

To fall

I’m scared to fall,

Fall alone , I’ve been through it all,

All the pain and the hurt inside,

When the pain and emptiness collide,

I’m scared to relive the same moment ,

Even though I’m stronger I don’t know If I’ll get through it,

I’m scared to fall alone,

Knowing that life isn’t set in stone,

The ride seems incomplete,

I don’t want to give in to defeat,

Cause I love the feeling,

So out there and surrealing,

So I don’t wanna lose you,

Cause your my stars when the darkness pulls through.

With you

With you 

With you I learned not to be afraid to fall,

You taught me how to overcome it all,

With you life seems complete,

And nothing else seems to cause me defeat ,

You taught me to be open without fearing judgement and pain,

Knowing your my protection in the rain,

With you life seems like a easy path way ,

Knowing you light each and every day,

My heart never felt so full inside,

Knowing I don’t have to hide ,

Life can seems so abstract and confusing,

You taught me not to be afraid of loosing,

And in the dark your the stars,

That made me realize how to restart. 

Words I couldn’t say

words I couldn’t say 

Your the reason the sun shines,

The meaning in the poems and rhymes ,

The smile of the crescent moon,

The flowers that start to bloom ,

Your the hope and the reason I smile,

The answers behind the questions while,

Life is hard finding the meaning,

The inspiration and your the feeling,

The rhythm in the song the abstract message hidden,

The words I can’t seem to speak it’s forbidden,

It’s the love behind the darkness in night,

In the sky your the light . 

Brought me you

Brought me you 

I cried for along time , thinking it was my fault ,you were gone,

So lost Like the sky would never shines it’s dawn ,

I realized the pain I was carrying on my shoulders,

Hitting me like large boulders,

I knew how much you would of wanted me to move on,

Even though I know how hard it is when someone’s gone,

I knew we met  for reason,

Everything changes even seasons,

Everything happens for a reason and I believed that with you, 

Who knew the love and pain life could do. 

Child

Child

Your so young ,you don’t know the pain ,

The hardships of man and the darkness and the rain,

Your eyes so influenced by the naive mind,

So open yet closed you can’t find,

Your own stand, your mind isn’t set,

Who knows who’s minds influences you yet,

Your so young , your not ready,

To live life so unsteady,

You don’t know the answers behind the whys ,

And why you even cry ,

Child what’s behind those eyes,

Innocences in these fragile times . 

Blind

Blind 

Can only appreciate the sounds,

Can’t see the war on common grounds ,

Can’t see the pain of the world inside and out,

Hearing the commotion that people are going on about,

Hearing the positive words inside ,

Can’t see the pain on the outside ,

I maybe blind but I can feel the pain,

I can see the water but I can hear the rain,

Can’t see through my eyes ,

Feeling and hearing the emotions through cries,

I maybe be blind,

But I wandering down I journey filled with imagery as I find. 

Linger

Your a song with all the words that describe my feelings,

A abstract painting  the view so surrealing,

Your a voice of angelic heart that beats just for me,

And I’m as happy as I can be,

The blue shades of a sunny day ,

The rainbow after the skies turn grey,

My joy inside my heart,

As my mind thinks of you, together and apart,

My heart feels so complete with you,

As if every moment is brand new,

Every chance is open and new,

I’m glad I have you. 

Love

Love

I suffered from lost love,
Traveled to g-d above,
And when he saw I was in pain,
He gave me you like the sunshine through the rain,

I prayed through my tears ,
Talked over and over about my fears,
Till you shined through my heart,
Sewing it back from being torn apart,

My eyes dried and my heart healed ,
All the pain seemed unreal,
You appeared in my mind,
Everything I lost I seem to find.

Mom

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me,

You opened my eyes and helped me see,

 my see life differently,

Cause your my hero indefinitely, 

Your my teacher when I need help in life,

My support through happiness and strife,

Your my friend when I need someone to talk too,

And im thankful for all that you do,

Your the best mom I’ve ever had,

Im thankful and glad,

That I have an amazing mother like you,

Without you I don’t know what I would do.

Mothers day poem

Mother's Day poem

you lift me up and encourage me,

and you help me realize the person, i really wanna be,

your love is stronger than the stars,

i love you for who you are,

you've brightened my world in so many ways,

helped me see those better days,

and when im down you lift me up,

help me realize im strong and tough,.

i love you for who you are and who you made me be,

you opened my mind and helped me see.

Visions

Visions 

Your on my mind,

I find it hard to find,

A person that likes me for me,

And accepts and encourages me for being who I wanna be,

Every relationships teaches me something,

I get a different vibe and a different ring,

You fill me with so much hope,

Encourages me when life’s to hard to cope,

It’s true it’s hard to find someone like you,

Who sees me through,

Who takes there time to Like-me ,

And likes me for what they see. 

This feeling

This feeling 

I never felt so free,

To be honest and just be me,

I never felt so sure inside,

That I could be honest and not hide,

I’m strong enough to be true,

Strong enough to be myself to you,

I feel brave enough to share my feelings,

Life is so surrealing,

I never felt this feeling ,

You help me starting believing,

I’ve been so lost before,

But with you I’m opening new doors,

I’m loved being me,

As I’m honest and truthful and free. 

I didn’t know

I didn’t know 

Part of me doesn’t feel the same,

I didn’t believe it was so, like it was a game,

I didn’t know it felt so hard,

That you could possibly play the card ,

I never felt so connected to you,

Who knew it could happen so soon,

Worries consume me ,

was I blinded I can’t see,

Part of me feels broken inside,

Like it’s my fault I’m blaming myself , I hide,

The pain I miss the fact I had you,

A best friend, I never really knew. 

Through the glass

Through the glass

I’ve been walking life which seems to be so dark,
It wasn’t as easy as walking through the park,
As my eyes met yours,
The light open new doors,

My heart saw the light which feels like forever,
And all the bad moments started to sever ,
The stars shining through your eyes,
Dried the tears i cried ,

In the mirror all I saw was you,
Deep down the light brought me to you .