Dear young child

If I could go back,

To before when my life wasn’t so out of whack,

To tell myself what I know now,

And tell her how,

Much pain I’ve endured ,

And all the fake love I thought was pure,

I would tell her your strong,

But the journey is long,

And you have the power to change,

And the power to rearrange,

Your life and make it work ,

Even when life is off the hook,

You have yourself and your heart,

Don’t forget it’s ok to fall apart,

Remember you can change the wrong,

Change the song,

Change the you that lost its way,

To pick up and Journey another day 

Dream droplets

I drift into a dream,

As life comes together just as it seems ,

The inner child is at peace,

As the show pain is released,

I’ve come out into safer land,

Spreading my life around the sand,

Outer space is fuller than before ,

And I can ask for nothing more,

I’m a spiral  spreading into new land,

Inches deep, deeper than,

Before when I was scared and lost,

Paralyzed but the cold frost.

Beach day

The calm gentle ocean breeze,

Soothing waves and palm trees,

Cool wind brushes your skin,

As the bright sun sinks in,

Toes buried under the Hot blazing sand ,

Gentle touch in your hands,

Calm wind warm waters,

Hot hot and hotter ,

Birds flying all around,

Swaying to the same sound,

A day for relaxing by the beach,

Life right at its reach,

The day by the sand,

Sunny isn’t it grand. 

Determination

[this poem is inspired by a homeless man despite his disability of being deaf tried to make a connection and beg for money to

Get into a homeless shelter] 

You  try everyday and every night,

Begging for money with every sight,

Of a car you try to communicate,

Despite your disability, you relay,

The message of the point your pleading ,

But you get the same response, your faith is depleating,

But you have God’s faith and your heart held high,

Despite the reject you still try,

To go on , and try everyday ,

Even though things turn the same way,

You try to find a meaning in your life ,

To defuse the strife,

You carry in your heart everyday,

Just to hope someday ends another way.

Happy thanksgiving blog followers

Happy thanksgiving to all my blog followers

Hunger

As we gather around the table to eat,

Friends and family , we all greet,

Someone’s all alone hungry and cold,

Searching through the dump for old,

Food to keep his family fed,

And a place to keep them warm instead ,

Of a empty cold hard floor,

Praying for no more ,

Hard days and hard nights,

No pain and no fright,

From hungry and the Demons of his past,

Wondering how long it will last,

Yet the rich and the poor gather to pray,

Greatful for everything everyday,

They pray for everything to be better ,

No matter the size or the weather. 

No poetry on Thanksgiving

Free break

We give thanks

We gather together,

To celebrate what we never,

Seem to appreciate before,

Now we can focus on it more,

We give thanks for what we have done,

To all the places and the fun,

We’ve had with family and friends,

We give thanks and make amends,

We give thanks for the little things we take for granted,

Even with all the negativity we have implanted ,

We are thankful for the pain and sorrow,

Who changed who we are and made our tomorrow ,

As we gather we can give thanks to how fortunate we are,

For all the things and the stars,

We give thanks for the journey and the moments,

All the happiness you own it,

We give thanks for the pain,

The sadness and the rain,

The sunshine and the flowers,

The strength and the inner power. 

No snow on Christmas ( A Florida Christmas )

I wake up  the same way,

Each and every single day,

With the same sun in the sky,

Surrounded by the clouds up high,

The heat hot like the fire in the fire place,

Warm breeze soothing my sweaty face,

Florida’s Christmas , holiday weather ,

No snow will fall here ever,

No hot cocoa by the fire,

Just cold drinks I desire ,

No snowman in the snow,

Just sunny beaches too and throw,

It will never be cold but I slight breeze,

Swaying cool air from the trees,

Florida Christmas , holiday weather,

This is my Christmas endeavor.

Christmas spirit

Bright Colors, sounds and sents everywhere,
People jolly around the fire without care,
Singing carols ,family together,
The best holiday together will we never sever,

Cookies and milk for Santa at night,
As he’s watching the holiday sight,
Tree glimmering with bright lights,
Ugly Christmas sweaters and it feels alright,


Family together feasting on a meal,
Kisses by the mistletoe gives the feel,
Hot cocoa and Christmas stories at night,
As we enjoy in the Christmas sight

Veterans Day

Happy Veterans Day everyone

The night

It’s calming soothing feeling,

The night sky full with stars so surrealing,

The stars are like lights in the dark sky,

A vision of diamonds so high,

The moon in many different shapes at night,

Shining so bright,

The moon is a crescent repainted into Smile,

I think I might lay here awhile,

I glance at moon and stars again,

As I close my eyes and remember when 

I felt peace,

I gentle sigh of release 

When we part

If we part,

You have my heart,

If my eyes take one last glance,

Remember it’s not forever it’s our circumstance,

If I kiss you one time before I leave,

All my memories with you will unweave,

Your heart will be with me as yours will be the same,

As your name will forever be engraved ,

In my heart and my mind,

Will we always find,

A way back to each other,

You and I as lovers

Dear enemy

You’ve saved my brother,

Yet your from another ,

Country and my enemy ,

And yet you showed some empathy ,

We were hypnotized to hate you, 

Yet you proved them wrong , I had no clue,

You were as brave and strong as one of us,

We were fighting in war but I trust,

You , cause you showed a different light,

You overcame your weakness, despite the fight ,

Against our two countries  you save my brother,

And yet I thank you from one to another. 

Hero’s

Flashing lights , loud sounds ,dark night,

Nightmares confused with reality, paralyzed by fright ,

Brothers, fathers , men fighting for their freedom,

Fighting for life’s until the light comes,

Guns, bombs, weapons of death ,

As soldiers fight till their last breath,

Injuries beyond healing,

Men in pain , loosing their feeling,

But they fight till the end,

Bond stronger brothers and friends,

They bring back their flag and the freedom,

And walk with pride as the hope comes,

They are lendgends in their country and history,

The stories behind the mystery 

Lift me up

Warm sunshine kisses my checks ,

Even when I’m sad and weak,

The sun keeps shining ,

I’ll find the sliver lining ,

The sunshine keeps me going ,

Keeps me knowing ,

Myself from who I’m not,

Even when I’m life’s in a knot,

I try to stay strong,

Fven when the days are long,

But the sun keeps me smiling,

When my life is climbing,

Forward and back 

Goals stacked as my minds on track 

Ode to mom

Your sweet like cherry pie,

As you inspire me to soar and fly,

Your kind and tender hearted,

Although in life we’re parted,

Your brave and strong inside and out,

Even though life seems to make you scream and shout,

Your make me smile and laugh everyday,

Because  your so special in every single way,

Your my mother and you are so strong,

But no matter how long,

We spend together,

I will love you as my mother forever,

You made me who I am today,

And your heart made me that way. 

Stage lights

My heart beating in a constant beat,

I’m anxious, I’m pacing from my

Feet,

My voice is frozen no words will appear ,

Will I ever overcome this fear,

Their all wanted for me to show,

But I’m lost in myself, little did they know,

I’ve been nervous for days,

Planning it so many ways,

Their calling my name , cheering me on,

But I’m still anxious been that way since dawn,

Imagining myself out there scares me,

I’m just trying to be free,

So I step out into the light,

Blinded and frozen in the sight,

Of all those eyes staring at me,

Trying to judge me, I can foresee,

Only the worst from those eyes,

I hold back the tears I cry,

But I hold my head held high,

As I sore and fly . 

Splatter

I’m a shade as I am a tint,

I’m a riddle and a joke , take a hint,

I’m the same yet different from others,

The same yet different from my mother,

I’m a painting within the lines and an abstract piece,

I’m a violent person yet I bring the peace,

I’m strong yet I’m weak inside,

I’m relisilent yet I hide,

I’m a tone yet a touch the touch of a note,

Its like a quite dream of an antidote. 

I look up above

Embrace the pain and the darkness within you,

Comfort the scared child hidden as scared as you,

Enlighten the happiness and meaning in the world today,

Question the uncertainty in every way,

I look above for an answer  a reply,

I look up and ask for a reason why,

I wonder every night and day,

Will the pain in the world ever go away,

I watch and hear the pain on the news,

It’s winning a want but I loose,

Faith in world above,

So I look up for serenity and love,

Tell me why there’s so much hate,

Some much injustice and all of the above ,

Tell me why the people look to you,

Someone above they thought they knew,

Could change the world and answer or prayers at night,

But all I see is a unanswered prayer lost in sight.

(Photo of me is the photo cover of poem)

The eyes represent innocence and the black and white represent pain and sorrow) 

Seasons change and rearrange

The summer sun,

The fall fun,

The winter snow,

Watch the sun glow,

The weather changes ,

The temperature rearranges,

The clothes are in different style ,

As the temperature goes wild ,

Summer by the beach,

Soda in hands reach,

Fall leaves fall to the ground,

Treat or treating all around,

Winter snow falls and sticks,

hot warm fire by the bricks,

Holidays season 

Give thanks for the reason ,

The seasons change ,

And you rearrange,

Your life among the change,

As weather forecast sets it’s range .