withdrawn from today

It's cold not freezing but  I get a chill,
Racing thoughts I can't sit still,
My head throbs my mind races,
My body hurts and my feet paces,

The only thing I think of  is why,
I'm not having the high,
High of happiness and peace,
When I'm sad and I want a release,

I feel alone when there's nothing to do,
I feel alone when I'm right with you,
Many people around me,
Nothing but loneliness I can see,

Agony , despair , with drawn , pain,
Lost with the sunshine and the rain .

Inner child (pain)

Your eyes are so sad when they cry,
So many questions where to start and why,
Your reflection on your face shows the pain,
When you cried alone in the darkness and rain,

Your touch is so cold you body weak,
I could barely see you or even speak ,
Your frown has never been so blue,
Even the darkness moments I've shared with you,

But I'll hold your hand,
And wait and help you stand ,
My child I'll be right there,
And I'm well aware ,

Of the pain your feeling,
It's not going away it's so unappealing,
Your eyes say the whole story of the pain,
While we stand alone in the rain,

Your fragile heart beats so fast,
as the eyes stare back at me into the past .