Us in this world,in this space

your far away,

but every night I say,

I close my eyes and think of you and me,

together like the ocean and the breeze,

our hearts beat together as one,

as our lives just begun,

I close my eyes and say,

life with you is the cherry of my day,

we are as far and as close as we wanna be,

connected like the stars connected internally,

we are the same yet we love together,

as our souls lasts forever,

us in the world in this space,

is heaven when I stare into your face,

you make me smile and feel right,

together in day or night.

I just wanna Go

sometimes I close my eyes and I travel to a dream,
where life is never as it seems,
I just wanna pack my stuff and go,
forget the now and let it flow,

I realize its okay to be alone,
when l feel as cold as stone,
 its hard to put the pieces together,
when life feels like it lasts forever,

I wanna travel as free as a bird,
living in reality is such a blur,
im tired of the unpredictability of life,
happiness and strife,

I just wanna go,
somewhere where no one knows,
far away from the scene,
where everything is green.

Don't CREATE HaTe

if you disagree,

remember thee,

7 deadly sins,

that we are all capable of from with in,

if you hate,

remember to create ,

love with yourself ,

and spread the joy and wealth,

don't hate on others,

just cause they may love your lover,

don't hate on females,

cause she broke up with you and won't give you the details,

don't hate on the government,

he will soon face retirement,

don't hate on the power,

cause not every grows into a flower,

don't hate just create ,

maybe you don't understand just relate,

don't judge just understand,

maybe disagree but try to take a stand

True colors

when you feel like all hope is gone,
and you lost the fight you hoped you won,
and tears fell like a hurricane in the sky,
when your all out of reasons why,

turn a shoulder , wipe that tear,
remember fears can disappear,
believe in you and not in others,
remember theres always another lover,

when the sky is grey ,
and you feel like theres no other way,
and when the night is heavy,
remember to stay steady,

follow your light, don't be a shadow,
feel the music within you let it flow,
love the colors within your soul,
until it makes you feel whole,.

FLY

ive come so far from where I was before,
as ive learned, I've gained so much more,
my heart has grown , my mind as healed,
and every moment my past peals,

I don't sit back and let it come to me,
I take the chance and I leap free,
im strong and I fly to the goals,
im a leader as I own my role,

im soaring through life living like a hero,
traveling to many places lm no zero,
and when time gets tough,
I believe I am enough.

Not afraid

im not afraid to cry,
lie in bed as my tears dry,
im not scared to admit defeat,
cause once I fall I get back on my feet,

and when life seems hard to cope,
I won't sit and mope,
cause im not afraid to admit im wrong,
like the lyrics behind the song,

im strong but I can make mistakes,
like the sea we all start from a lake,
we fight and we fall,
but we got to work to start it all.

chapters of me

ive gone down many paths,
had many internal wraths,
had strength in all ive done,
ive lost and ive won,

ive made many mistakes,
in seasons ive raked,
Ive traveled many miles,
just to find the same aisle,

Ive been through a lot of stuff,
still I don't give up I can't get enough,
ive traveled to many ends,
cut down bridges met new friends,

but I decided not to make a library of me,
just to condense in chapter of who I am to be,
I can't go forward and I can't go to the past,
but I know this chapter and story will last.

step by step

in order to grow,
you got to also remember and know,
that you always come first,
feed your soul and quench your thirst,

feed your mind with love and encouragement,
don't ever live a life of torment,
fill your life with positive friends,
don't ever feel the need to bend,

who you are inside,
be true to yourself don't hide,
stand tall and grow so you shine,
to look beautiful and devine,

How far I’ve come

How far I’ve come 

I’m so proud of how far I’ve come,

Despite the struggles I won’t give up or succumb,

To the pain no matter how hard it may be,

I’ll just continue to believe in me,

The pain may seem hard to bare,

And I know it will always be there,

But I can manage better than before ,

So I know how to open a new door,

I know I’ll walk miles and take wrong turns ,

And I’ll meet new people and leave al bridges burned,

But I know I’ve come so far,

To love who i am as I shine like a star. 

In the worst I aim for my best

In the worst I aim for my best

In pain my body is always thinking of running,
When I look bad , I always aim for stunning,
And when I have a bad day,
I want to turn it around anyway ,

And when I’m weak ,
I’m courageous when I speak,
As the sun goes down,
I always smile and never try to frown,

And when people talk about me,
I never give up and try to see,
The best parts of who I am,
When life makes a traffic jam,

So when pain hits me to the core,
I always fight to be more,
More than my pain ,
As I brush it down the drain.

My soul is like water

My Soul is like water

Cry me a river full of my tears,
Let in wash away all my fears,
As the water flows into the sea,
Let each little bit form a better me,

Let the water cleanse my soul,
Clear and fill the empty hole,
As the water travels to many places,
Let my memory be known to
Many faces ,

And at night when the water is still,
And the crickets echo up and down the hill,
Let the rain fall into the sea,
And then people will remember the real me.

Trance

Trance 

I love when the clouds move through the moon,

It’s like a old soul gone to soon,

When I see the mist like texture on the clouds,

As the trees sway through the breeze sound,

It’s almost magically like a glance ,

So mysterious like a trance,

So consumed in the moment,

Deep serenity as I own it,

It’s beauty is mesmerizing,

The sight is so hypnotizing,

The majestic moment of the night,

In a trance paralyzed In sight. 

I’m real

I’m real 

I may not be your best friend,

But I’ll be kind and loyal till the end,

I may not have a pretty face,

But I have a personality you can’t replace,

I may get on your nerves 24/seven ,

But I got a soul made In heaven,

And you make think I’m fake ,

But Im just trying to be me for goodness sake,

You may not think I work hard enough,

But I’ll try my best and know

I’m tough,

I’m just trying to be real,

And say the truth that’s how I feel. 

Think of you

Think of you

When I think of you , it’s a constant cycle,
A constant thrill like life on a spiral,
You inspire me to be nothing but me,
And you encourage me to be who I want to be,

When I think of you I think of a gentle soul,
Someone that makes me feel whole,
But makes me feel better when I’m alone,
Not so empty and cold as stone ,

My thoughts of you make me soar,
Make me love you more,
When im down and weak,
your the words When I can’t speak ,

You lift me up in the air,
When life gets stressful your always there.

Dont Hide

your beautiful, loved and strong,
don't give up , you've held on this long,
your scars are beautiful despite your pain,
theres sunshine beyond the rain,

be open to letting it out and go,
the more you share the more they'll know,
why you hide and cry your eyes out,
as inner demons argue and shout,

your feelings matter inside and out,
don't feel afraid to deny anything about,
your struggles and pain,
don't hide theres a rainbow beyond the rain.

Depleted

Depleted

My mind races,
As my heart paces,
My thoughts run wild,
Like an innocent child,

I’m a champ at being me,
But a loser at being free,
I’m confused about being me,
As I’m blinded and I can’t see,

My goals shine brighter than my capabilities,
My heart aims higher than my capacity,
I’m trying to please the two people inside ,
Trying to hide ,

The fact , I can’t do it all,
And sometimes I will fall,
I can’t be proficient at everything,
And life isn’t the same damn ring,

But I try to be in two places at one time,
Trying to be one me and the other like two rhymes,
But I fight to overcome defeat,
Which I realize sometimes leaves me deplete.

Phases

when I look back,

I see a different me and I almost have a heart attack,

cause what I see is me yet so unfamiliar ,

I imagined my past so much clearer,

I see the young me happy and content,

the teen me shy but not afraid to vent,

but then I see a grey cloud,

and my vision gets mute from the sound,

my sillohuette shows pain,

shows teardrops are intense as a storm with rain,

it shows the nights I cried myself to sleep,

the nights Ive tucked myself in, read it and weep,

and I stare back into the mirror and another images appears,

the new me , all happy and full of cheer,

I see the past and I see the present,

and it reminds me phases like a crescent,

every moment, every part of you changes,

your personality and your emotions ages ,

but its the same person then and now,

staring back at you amazed and proud,

Soul Match

deep down I feel like a child,

and when I see you it drives me wild,
your smile makes my heart melt inside,
as you lift me up when I cry,

you love me for who I am,
as we navigate life through this traffic jam,
you encourage me to be nothing but me,
when im blinded by haters and I can't see,

your my muse, my inspiration for writing poems,
you've been my strength ever since I've know him,
as life keeps on going,
and I continue to learn and continue growing,

ill remember how special you make me feel,
cause I know this is real.

What we have is a fairytale

What we have is a fairytale

I never believed fairy tales and happy endings to be true,
But that all changed when I met you,
Every time I see you I blush,
The same game when it was just a crush,

When we speak it’s effortless,
Moments with you are timeless,
My heart raced when you were near,
As if I had nothing to fear,

I never knew fairytales were true, until our eyes met and they stuck like glue,
I never knew what it could be,
Until the struggle ended happily,

And if fairytales aren’t true,
I know there’s something special in you,
When there’s pain there’s happy endings ,
While our pain has eternal mending.

Grandpa -My hero

when I feel like a zero,
I think back and remember my hero,
I remember all the motivational stuff he told me,
as he encouraged me to be who I wanted to be,

He was my emotional pillow to cry on,
my shadow when everyone was gone,
he was my crutch when life got heavy,
and my stability when I was trying to get steady,

in a world full of haters he was my cheerleader,
he knew me so well like a mind reader,
he loved me despite my lack of confidence in myself,
he loved me with all his health,

and at night when im alone,
and I feel as cold as stone,
I look up and remember my hero,
and I go to bed not feeling like a zero.

The veins are the map of you

my blood flows like the water in a stream,
as my heart shines like a star that gleams,
The brain is the center destination,
as the veins are the map to my salvation,

The veins are the broken turns of the past,
showing all the bumps in the roads that last,
it showed how many times I had to turn around,
listening to the heart beat sound,

it marks all the places I've stoped,
and the baggage I've dropped ,
it shows all the pain I've endured,
and all the moments that were so pure,

it marks the events of the past,
the plans of the future that may not last,
the change of older me,
the proof of what you can see,.

The Child With in Me

Stuck in a fairytale which is my reality ,
searching for my true sanctuary,
feeling lost trying to navigate the world around me,
emotionally so young, lost in what I want the world to be,

The world isn't happiness and imagination,
its full with emotions and temptations,
trying so hard to find the path meant for me,
when nothing around me feels the same like i dreamt they'd be,

Im overloaded with senses,
since when is life so full of tenses,
past , present future, now,
when did my mom teach me how,

to navigate the mapless world of me,
im blinded to a world I can't see,
confused traveler , lost visitor,
in a world full of beauty and still feels sinister.

identity

Identity

Where do I stand?

In the middle of foreign land,

Struggling to find my identity,

But afraid of superiority.

Confused on my values and cultures,

Constantly feeling like a unchanging vulture,

Trying to fit in,

Without feeling like I committed a sin,

I don’t want to disassociate myself.

To fit in with the common wealth,

Struggling to find comfort,

Finding salvation some sort,

As I try to stand tall.

As I adjust to it all. 

poverty

Poverty 

Children waiting anxiously, knowing their living a life in misery,

Suffering from poor health and injury,

Lack of happiness and salvation down the poverty line,

As parents fight to pay their fines,

Food is scares; Sanitation is low,
lack of options as people revert to drugs they blow,

Low rates and famine spreading,
emptiness is what the children are embedding, 

Human rights don’t exist.

No employment benefits,

In the slums nothing but poverty,

Life full of jeopardy .