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My mind races,
As my heart paces,
My thoughts run wild,
Like an innocent child,

I’m a champ at being me,
But a loser at being free,
I’m confused about being me,
As I’m blinded and I can’t see,

My goals shine brighter than my capabilities,
My heart aims higher than my capacity,
I’m trying to please the two people inside ,
Trying to hide ,

The fact , I can’t do it all,
And sometimes I will fall,
I can’t be proficient at everything,
And life isn’t the same damn ring,

But I try to be in two places at one time,
Trying to be one me and the other like two rhymes,
But I fight to overcome defeat,
Which I realize sometimes leaves me deplete.