New Turn

Twisting Turns 

There are many internal crossroads in my mind,

So complex the destination makes me blind,

The mind controls my perception of the path,

Almost like a code of encrypted math,

The road seems to have many dead ends,

many trials contrast changing friends,

My mind rotates like clock going in reverse,

Constantly questioning the minds  universe,

The turns lead me down many destinations,

That baffles my entire nation,

My mind continues to turn like turbines,

As my mind and heart collide,

when my mind finds its peace,

The turns seem like an easy release,

Im awake in the moment in time,

Contemplating my rhymes. 

Guided Trail 

Up and down the narrow pathways,

Staring down at mountains terrain ,

Consumed by the beauty of the view,

The bright sky and the honey dew,

The trail brings me back to the past,

As the mind reminds me that sights don't last,

the sky shines bright blue,

As im staring down at waterfalls bright blue,

the sweet smell of the trees,

And the calm sensation of the breeze,

The gentle moment of the trail,

and the beautiful view of the sail,

Reminds me how sweet memories are,

When your lying down looking up at the stars.

Mind Relay

 My mind races ,

As my heart paces, 

To the beat of a constant drum,

As my heart plucks and strums,

The mind races to the finish line,

So fast my mind can’t rewind,

The continuious battle of my thoughts,

As my emotions get caught,

Its paces thoughts from one to the other,

Repeats it one after another,

The constant staccato motion,

Like a headache causing commotion,

In a mind relay,

Stuck on replay,

Internal notes external beat,

Constantly on repeat.  

I Am

Im strong but Im weak,

I get overwhelmed when I reach my peak,

im confident but im shy,

i get low when I have to say goodbye,

Im a spiral turning in unison ,

I complete things till there done,

but I get so consumed,

I spiral like crazy till im doomed,

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Im growing constantly questioning myself,

baffled in myself with my mental health,

Continuing to find myself in the mist,

Balance the pain and the bliss.

Distorted View

As I look out into the cold frost,

Feeling tense and aimlessly lost,

Counting the moments in my head,

Until the sky turns bright red,

My mind blurs till I can’t see the view,

Im lost in an tense sort of new,

Feeling I can’t express,

And life gets to me I can’t compress,

The vision so compelling ,im cold as ice,

I can feel it creeping up twice,

When it haunts me like a shadow,

My body freezes through the flow.