Expectations

I don’t wanna be the reason you talk smack,

Cause I might be weird or have something you lack,

I won’t let it get to me or hack,

my heart or mind,

Because I’m not perfect so cut me some slack,

Maybe I do things a little bit differently,

And I’m not normal currently,

I try to live and be my best self ,

Love my story, love my health,

And I maybe cheesy and I maybe plain,

Maybe crazy and maybe insane,

But I don’t have to live up to anyone’s expectations but mine, 

And I’m fine with me being fine. 

Fighting for

Know what your fighting for 

The past and the stories , learn more 

Remember the journey and the meaning 

The cause and the feeling 

Do you believe in your cause 

Do you earn that applause 

Is it peaceful or violent 

Loud or silent 

All lives matter riot or not 

If you fight you will get caught 

Speech isn’t feee if you hate 

Speak now don’t wait 

Canvas

The worlds a canvas 

My life’s a page 

Capture the journey 

And vent the rage 

Note down the smiles 

Dry the tears 

Draw the places 

And connect your fears 

Explore your mind 

Search for more 

Hide your secrets 

Open doors 

Races

I’ve been to so many places

So many new faces 

On there own journey Paces 

All different races 

They all relate 

And when it aches 

When people can’t make 

It work for people’s sake 

All the races 

Similar faces 

One goal 

A unison role 

My state of mind

I’ve calmed down a little bit 

Still pumped through my mind won’t quit 

A thousand miles an hour

In full power 

My thoughts have been calm 

Like sunset or dawn 

Slight breeze of sadness 

There’s a method to my madness 

Pain and sorrow 

But there’s always tomorrow 

Calmer state

Fresh new plate 

Who is she

I’m standing next to a stranger 

Someone familiar yet a danger 

I don’t know who she is 

All the happiness and bliss 

Out sleeping all hours

A boost of confidence like a super power 

Tears for no reason 

Interrupting like it’s treason 

Racing thoughts

Get you caught

Knowing you 

From a new point of view 

My story

Some of my friends i had turned away 

They didn’t understand when I asked them to stay 

My situation they couldn’t comprehend 

When I was there for them and made amends 

Through my thick and thin 

My loses and wins 

I’ve gained and I lost 

For what cost 

My depression story developed each day 

Good and bad what can I say 

I learned a lot and grew

I couldn’t believe how much I knew

About my life 

Happiness and strife