Take me back

I remember when I was fighting with my head,

And I was so anxious I couldn’t go To bed,

Those nights I gave in to the temptation,

To feed my negative sensation,

And I can recall the nights I prayed,

As I wished there was someone who’s stayed ,

By my side, as I cried those tears,

To shelter me from my fears,

I can finally say it was the worse pain I endured,

All I wanted was a cure,

And I can remember when the nights felt like days,

And all I did was pray,

Pray, that all the pain went away,

When self harm didn’t affect me that way,

I remember when I cried at night,

For things I regretted when these was no light .