Fall to winter

Fall to winter

When friends leave it’s like when leaves fall,
From green to red to brown i can seem the all,
Fall to the ground and blow away,
To another place and another day,

I miss each friend like a part of me,
And each leave is connects to me like a tree,
as they fall and float away,
It reminds me when you left that day,

And when I grief the season turns to snow ,
And the snow flakes fall and now I know,
That the flakes remind me of our unique individual friendships,
And how my time with you was worth it.

deserted island

Deserted island

It’s a peaceful get away with loneliness by your side,
When comfort leaves and all your worries are left behind ,
It’s an island of your happiness in contrast your worst fear,
From the edge of the sea to the end of the peer,

Seasons and weather almost like my emotions,
Life comes and goes so does devotion,
An island with peace and serenity,
With my inner Demons and me,

It’s like a positive with a negative connotation,
A peacemaker and a salvation ,
An island with me myself and I,
In the middle marks the eye.

Fly

Fly 

I’m not afraid to run away,

Even if my external instincts are to stay,

I’m not afraid to freeze in silence,

When my internal mind is in violence,

My steps are silent but my heart is loud,

When I’m alone I make no sound,

I fly back to yesterday’s,

When my days were in a blurry haze,

My world rocks gently in the breeze,

As my spirit lingers in the trees,

Flying through the endless maze,

Bright in the fiery blaze. 

Poetic space

Poetic space 

When the world seems to Subside ,

The sun and the moon Collide,

The elements Intertwine,

In a poetic state of mind a unique Design , 

As the words flow Together ,

the verses never Sever ,

The journey leads the Endeavor

To answer the messages Some people never ,

Live to find out,

What the journey is all about,

Traveling to find the poetic space,

Internal world beyond it’s face . 

The imprint on my heart

The Imprint on my heart 

I’m blessed for today,

And the people who made me become this way,

I’m grateful for the people’s light; lighting me in my dark days,

And people who made me realize there are other colors like grays ,

I’m hopeful for the future and the rest of my life,

With the happiness and the strife,

I’m blessed for all the positive influences who impacted me,

It’s like a forever imprint making me who I wanna be,

I’m thankful for tomorrow’s ,

And the brighter days with less sorrows ,

I’m imprinted with forever real friends,

And I’m grateful till the end,

It’s an imprint on my heart,

And I’m blessed to be apart ,

Of the transition into

Recovery ,

Life is a journey of Infinite discoveries. 

Train station

I’ve got my ticket to the next station,
With nervous feelings and anticipation ,
I took the window seat , the view to the world of possibilities,
Confident in my abilities,

To make it to the next stop in my recovery,
As I pack my suitcase with determination and self discovery ,
I’m on the train to the next stop,
All the way to the top,

I’m ready to leave the familiarities of what I call my home,
I’m ready to take off soar and roam,
I’m ready to take on the road on to tomorrow,
Filling my life with more options and less sorrow.

Story of me

Story of me

When I started I was trying to find myself,
Despite the fact I didn’t know I had  distorted mental health ,
I tried to fit in despite the odds and quirks,
And I grew and made friends , even with my perks,

As I grew older it seemed to change,
The views of friendship seem to
Rearrange,
Insecurity lingered into my life,
Emotions gone wild happiness and strife ,

Being a teenager made life confusing,
Despite my personality being amusing,
Friends and guys were a blur and a riddle,
And I was always stuck in the middle,

But then I made some great yet no so great friends,
It was right but bad in the end,
I didn’t know what I gotten myself into,
I just wanted friends and to be popular too,

But then I hit rock bottom ,
Emotions and stressor just got em,
They made me sad I start bad habits,
And they just multiplied like rabbits,

Then I moved over and over again,
darkness haunted my days and then,
Years past and I was low,
Feeling all alone,

Then I got courage , inner will and confidence,
I made true health friends and it wasn’t intense,
I was a year without self harm and feeling great,
And I couldn’t wait ,

To show the world despite the struggles in life ,
And all the pain and strife ,
And all the  odds against you,
Life will eventually stick together like glue.