Story of me

Story of me

When I started I was trying to find myself,
Despite the fact I didn’t know I had  distorted mental health ,
I tried to fit in despite the odds and quirks,
And I grew and made friends , even with my perks,

As I grew older it seemed to change,
The views of friendship seem to
Rearrange,
Insecurity lingered into my life,
Emotions gone wild happiness and strife ,

Being a teenager made life confusing,
Despite my personality being amusing,
Friends and guys were a blur and a riddle,
And I was always stuck in the middle,

But then I made some great yet no so great friends,
It was right but bad in the end,
I didn’t know what I gotten myself into,
I just wanted friends and to be popular too,

But then I hit rock bottom ,
Emotions and stressor just got em,
They made me sad I start bad habits,
And they just multiplied like rabbits,

Then I moved over and over again,
darkness haunted my days and then,
Years past and I was low,
Feeling all alone,

Then I got courage , inner will and confidence,
I made true health friends and it wasn’t intense,
I was a year without self harm and feeling great,
And I couldn’t wait ,

To show the world despite the struggles in life ,
And all the pain and strife ,
And all the  odds against you,
Life will eventually stick together like glue.