Instant gratification

It’s like I’ve floated down to the floor,

My soul gave my legs life and gave me more,

Space, to where I can roam free,

I’ve been given a purpose , I can see,

The floor without feeling afraid,

I can take steps and create more than what I’ve made,

Life , I’m traveling places,

Making strides meeting new faces,

The first steps catches me of guard,

I feel numb and it’s hard,

to put pressure on my feet,

But it’s like a mantra you got to repeat,

It , over and over again,

And soon you will and then,

You will be able to walk and run,

The feeling has just begun. 

Dream

As I lay down to sleep,

No tears tonight , I won’t weep,

Because my life is so full with light,

I’ll sleep like a angel tonight ,

No pain lingers the halls,

Unlike before no ache through these walls,

There’s hope flowing through the night,

Securing a easy night , till the sun shines bright,

When I drift into deeper sleep,

And the rain poured and weeped,

I dreamed that nothing would ever hurt me,

And I know I’m As strong as I’ll ever be,

But the night only Lingers on,

And The sadness is forever gone. 

Non stop battle

It’s not easy , it’s not hard,

I had to be brave and let down my guard,

It was scary and new,

But I fought hard and I grew,

I grew and changed over time,

It was hard ,but it didn’t cost a dime,

It was internal effort and inner will,

Something no pill will ever change and still ,

I feel different ,yet the same,

But I had to change the rules of my own game,

Cause it was something I had to discard,

To walk a mile in my internal yard,

Nothing was simple , nothing was fun,

But it was rough and needed to

Get done,

I was weak but became stronger,

And the fight in me lasted longer,

I was brave and strong,

And I went far and long ,

 I fought long and put effort in,

But I got there  and I win. 

Plead earth day poem

Plead (earth day poem) 

The air is polluted, children are crying,

The animals hurt and slowly dying,

as the water fills up with trash,

And the trash takes a bash,

On peoples lives and animals habitats,

It hurts all the organism even the rats,

The world is sick and people are denying ,

That’s all the animals are going extinct and dying,

Animals are eating trash and and it’s getting stuck,

Found in their bodies is the yuck,

We take for-granted to throw away,

To have it pile up over  many days, 

Take time to throw things Away,

Knowing the earth is inches from death each day,

Find the love to save the earth, cause we all value worth.

Earth day poem model footprint

Model footprint (earth day poem ) 

Young children grow up following the elders steps, 

Every step they go and every lesson they kept ,

Close attention to the information they absorb in,

Even the bad lessons they retain and even  the sin,

Elders model how you treat living beings ,

They teach you to emote and have feeling,

As they show you how to feel ,

To create friendships that are real,

They are the footprint of the younger generation,

Shows the growth and elevation,

Of the how to succeed and move forward,

To live and create order,

So if they treat the world with agony and pain,

That information they will retain,

To treat the earth poorly and not care,

That the world is precious and we don’t have time to spare,

To heal the world from pain and distraction ,

So don’t blindly cause disruption, 

In the child’s head,

Remind them the world is precious every night before bed,

So that they can improve the health of the world ,

As it helps us when it spins and swirls 

It seems so long ago

I remember the days ,I had it bad,

The times, I was so empty and so sad,

It like a mirror reflecting back at me,

And it reminds me every time I see,

My reflection in the mirror each day,

I remember the pain I went through in every way,

It seems like it’s been forever ago,

But it constantly haunts me I know,

How much pain it caused me before,

And now I know it won’t anymore,

Cause I’m no longer in pain,

It washed through me like rain. 

I’m 

Just be you

Ive traveled miles to feel free,

But I realized I didn’t have to, it starts with me,

I’m strong enough ,I don’t have to travel anywhere,

I just need to acknowledge that ,when I’m there,

I didn’t realize I had to go someone where to change,

It helped me though,when I did cause I got To rearrange,

My life , my situation and my heart,

But it also tore my life apart,

Knowing that I had to change to get the feeling,

That I was getting better and stronger, it’s so surrealing,

Sometimes you need a different perspective to start i new,

A new life a new start a new you .