Non stop battle

It’s not easy , it’s not hard,

I had to be brave and let down my guard,

It was scary and new,

But I fought hard and I grew,

I grew and changed over time,

It was hard ,but it didn’t cost a dime,

It was internal effort and inner will,

Something no pill will ever change and still ,

I feel different ,yet the same,

But I had to change the rules of my own game,

Cause it was something I had to discard,

To walk a mile in my internal yard,

Nothing was simple , nothing was fun,

But it was rough and needed to

Get done,

I was weak but became stronger,

And the fight in me lasted longer,

I was brave and strong,

And I went far and long ,

 I fought long and put effort in,

But I got there  and I win.