Life perserver

Life-persevere 

I’ve been thinking about you today,

Part of me regrets that you felt that way,

I wish I could of helped you through ,

All the pain that consumed you ,

I spoke openly about you,

And all the things you’ve gone through ,

Before I didn’t want to and didn’t want to say,

Anything or face it in anyway ,

But I realized I can’t be a life saver,

I can’t protect you from every danger,

I wanted to be your friend, 

But you got to throw your own life persevere In the end 

Walk Alone

Im back to walking on my own,
through the grass, mud or stone,
im back to walking the path forward,
through the dark alleys and corners,

I had you to hold my hand for a while,
through most of my rough miles,
but now im on my own again,
until I dont know when,

but its my journey and I walked alone before,
I just liked having you with every milestone and every door,
but now im walking to the beat of my heart,
with your spirit but your far apart.

I walk alone my journey from here,
although I wish you were near,
my journey goes on,
still now that you're gone.

Hold it together

when I feel overwhelmed my mind races,
my heart paces,
as my whole body spins,
internal arguments, no one wins,

I try to contain it and hold it back,
but its a internal attack,
but I hold it together,
so it doesn't seem like it lasts forever,

I talk myself down,
remind myself its ok to frown,
but I never gave in,
cause If I hold it together, I know I'll win.

Afraid to Fall

With all my strength and courage sometimes Im afraid to fall,
and I try so hard to contain it all,
but sometimes my emotions burst and goes wild,
mixing in with my inner child,

I try to walk steady and stable,
I know im capable and able,
but the anxiety of it all doubts my abilities,
causing some internal hostilities,

but im perfectly armed with protection,
and I know its okay im not perfection,
but sometimes I fall with all the reassurance,
and I can't bare the endurance.

capture the moment

you dont just see with you eyes,

you perceive through the lies,

tears distort the view like a kaledscope,

and the moment changes after you cope,

capture the stages,

the moments, the chapters, the pages,

write it down, draw it out,

capture the events is what life all about,

inspire the flow,

learn and you'll know,

travel through, discover more,

life is more than the floor.

out of the box

time passes me by,

and all I got is my, myself and I,

and when time feels too much,

I got myself to drive, take the clutch,

my mind recycles what Ive learned,

as the tides continue to turn,

I set my heart on something,

as my mind makes it happen and my soul sings,

and when I feel low,

I know where to go,

what to think and how to feel,

causing I think out of the box and it's real.

Part of growing up

Part of growing up 

I’ve been good and bad ,

Happy and sad,

I’ve been content and stable ,

Emotionally strong and able ,

I’ve been in and out of the game,

Loving someone after someone isn’t the same,

Until you find what feels like the one,

that completes you and your done,

I’ve been through job search after search ,

As I enroll in school more research,

Life is full of choices and uncertainties,

It’s part of growing up, it’s destiny.