Afraid to Fall

With all my strength and courage sometimes Im afraid to fall,
and I try so hard to contain it all,
but sometimes my emotions burst and goes wild,
mixing in with my inner child,

I try to walk steady and stable,
I know im capable and able,
but the anxiety of it all doubts my abilities,
causing some internal hostilities,

but im perfectly armed with protection,
and I know its okay im not perfection,
but sometimes I fall with all the reassurance,
and I can't bare the endurance.