What I was

What I was

Before I was a magnet,
Living life on crazy tangents,
a reflection of negativity through my brain,
Full time emotion or what I like to say insane,

A long time ago I had pain,
As constant as the Florida rain,
And I had demons inside ,
So consumed I couldn’t hide,

And life seemed hard each minute ,
I wasn’t really living in it,
But many trials took me time,
To realize I didn’t want to live like this the same old rhyme ,

Of deep sadness and pain,
So I decided to stop and regain,
Composure and find myself,
Till then my world changed and was no long ripped apart.