maybe

I may not always have strength,

but ill keep walking miles and lengths,

I may not always smile,

but pain takes awhile,

I have you in my heart,

even though your apart,

I have my family with me,

when im emotional and can't see,

the reality behind my distorted pain,

they help me realize there's so much to gain,

maybe my pain wont last forever,

never say never.

You painted a picture

You painted a picture

In a world so hard to understand,

You showed me how to make life not bland ,

You opened my eyes to a world unseen ,

You opened up  my world, showed me the lines in between,

You made something complex simple,

Made me feel unique right down to the dimple ,

You showed me the path towards the light,

As you guided me through the night,

You cherished my time,

I reflected your memory in rhyme ,

You guided me through,

I see clear thanks to you .

Visit me

Visit me 

I wish you could come visit me ,

Leave heaven just temporarily,

To Spend time together like we used to do ,

Just us two,

You used to be a text away ,

And Now your gone and I don’t know what to say,

But I wish you could visit me,

Like we used to , making it like we used to be ,

I wish I could hear your voice,

Living life together making our choice,

all I want is to see you again ,

Until then. 

Presence

Presence 

I miss your presence in my

Life,

To balance my happiness and strife,

My heart seems to be on pause,

Dealing with a death is a strong cause ,

My mind gets easily side tracked,

My emotions seem to attack ,

When I get sad that your not here,

I miss your presence dear ,

My life changed drastically since you’ve been gone,

Like a sky with no dawn,

My days seem dimmer,

As my spark simmers. 

Coping with loss

Coping with loss 

It’s hard to talk to you,

Cause I know you can’t answer me back too,

I know your listening to my voice,

But it’s not the ideal choice,

It’s hard when your not near,

Cause I miss you dear,

And it’s hard to talk to you,

Cause I cry and I don’t what to do,

I don’t know how to go on,

When your gone,

But I’m trying ,

To stay strong and continue flying,

It’s hard but I’m doing it for you,

I wish I could talk to you without feeling blue,

It’s still fresh in my mind,

And I’m blind,

That I still find it hard to cope,

But I’m trying to make it through the scope 

Abstract love

Abstract love 

As the moon smiles,

I know you’ve come to linger awhile ,

When the clouds cry,

It’s you wanting to know why,

And when the rainbow appears,

Your closer ,it feels like years ,

And when time seems go on forever,

You remind me your here with me forever ,

As the flowers grow ,

The more you teach me ,the more I know,

And when the sky is grey ,

Your with me through night and day,

It’s an infinite space of growth,

As strong as of love oath . 

Give me a sign

Give me a sign 

As I lie in bed ,

Thoughts of you are running through my head,

I’m so in tune with the thoughts I’m paralyzed,

People are asking am I feeling fine,

People tell me I can talk to you,

Sometimes I’m so lost I don’t know what to do,

I get signs here and there from you,

But I don’t know what to do,

I constantly feel alone,

Like my heart has turned to stone,

Send me a sign ,

A smile to let you know your mine ,

A hug or a kiss,

Something i will never miss,

Send me a sign ,

Something so I don’t feel so lost this time.