Higher power

Higher power 

Lay me down easy tonight ,

Let me sleep gentle till the light,

May all my painful thoughts subside ,

As my tiredness and happy thoughts collide ,

Let me miss him but not to much,

Maybe reminisce a touch ,

But lay me down to bed,

As I try to blur the thoughts of

Missing you from my head,

Let me rest my mind,

Without a fear I find,

Lay me down to rest ,

With out the pain upon my chest ,

Of missing you,

And the sweet smell of honey dew . 

I try to smile

its my birthday soon,

I've been wishing on the stars and the moon,

but nothing answers my prayers,

cause your not here or there,

I miss you more than ever,

I sometimes hide it or never,

bring it up cause im trying to be strong,

but it hasn't been so long,

since you've been gone,

it was as quick as the dawn,

I try to smile away the pain,

like the sunshine after the rain,

and I try to tell myself to be brave,

and save,

the tears for when no one can see,

I just miss you with me.

tonight

tonight we talked about you,
and all the struggles you went through,
and we discussed how much we love you ,
for the strength and courage you had, we admire that too,

tonight we coped talking about you,
missing your sweet heart and everything you do,
we mentioned how much we miss having you here,
only wanting you near,

I know we tried everything to make you smile,
all the while,
you were struggling , we tried to stay strong,
we didn't know how long,

it would take till it hit you,
when it hit us it hit us too,
tonight we talked about you,
as we both miss you too.

The world is beyond our control

The world is beyond our control 

Different views, alternate views,

All different perspectives of you ,

Different opinions of what’s right,

What’s wrong can’t be solved over night ,

The stars a map of the future or the past,

Maybe a prediction of the historical moments that last ,

Internal marks of the light,

Where the journey takes flight,

Open pathways ,

Dark days,

External links,

As the time shrinks . 

During dark tomes

During dark times 

When life gets rough ,

And I tell myself enough is enough,

I look to the heavens and remember you,

You would always encourage to do what you do ,

You encouraged me to never give up ever,

To never say never ,

You encouraged me to smile ,

And let the pain past while ,

In dark times ,

You encourage me to write my

Rhymes ,

You light me up from the heavens above ,

Remembering all the love.

Balance

Balance 

I constantly think of you,

I miss you and all that you do,

I have trouble balancing my thoughts,

I sometimes over think about you I get caught ,

I constantly feel sad,

Missing all the moments you made me feel glad,

I don’t know how to balance my feelings ,

Missing you has been so surrealing ,

I miss you like crazy every day,

I constantly wish I could have it my way ,

And have you back in my life,

You were my rock through my pain and strife . 

There’s nothing I want more

There’s nothing I want more 

There’s nothing I want more than to see your face again,

Re live the memories we had then,

Go back in time to see you ,

Remember all the things we used to do,

all I want is to see you smile,

Talk to you it’s been awhile,

Catch up on all the things we missed,

Maybe even kiss,

There’s nothing I want more,

Than to see you walk through my door,

Hold you hand like before,

Creating memories, many many more .