My soul is like water

My Soul is like water

Cry me a river full of my tears,
Let in wash away all my fears,
As the water flows into the sea,
Let each little bit form a better me,

Let the water cleanse my soul,
Clear and fill the empty hole,
As the water travels to many places,
Let my memory be known to
Many faces ,

And at night when the water is still,
And the crickets echo up and down the hill,
Let the rain fall into the sea,
And then people will remember the real me.

Trance

Trance 

I love when the clouds move through the moon,

It’s like a old soul gone to soon,

When I see the mist like texture on the clouds,

As the trees sway through the breeze sound,

It’s almost magically like a glance ,

So mysterious like a trance,

So consumed in the moment,

Deep serenity as I own it,

It’s beauty is mesmerizing,

The sight is so hypnotizing,

The majestic moment of the night,

In a trance paralyzed In sight. 

I’m real

I’m real 

I may not be your best friend,

But I’ll be kind and loyal till the end,

I may not have a pretty face,

But I have a personality you can’t replace,

I may get on your nerves 24/seven ,

But I got a soul made In heaven,

And you make think I’m fake ,

But Im just trying to be me for goodness sake,

You may not think I work hard enough,

But I’ll try my best and know

I’m tough,

I’m just trying to be real,

And say the truth that’s how I feel. 

Think of you

Think of you

When I think of you , it’s a constant cycle,
A constant thrill like life on a spiral,
You inspire me to be nothing but me,
And you encourage me to be who I want to be,

When I think of you I think of a gentle soul,
Someone that makes me feel whole,
But makes me feel better when I’m alone,
Not so empty and cold as stone ,

My thoughts of you make me soar,
Make me love you more,
When im down and weak,
your the words When I can’t speak ,

You lift me up in the air,
When life gets stressful your always there.

Dont Hide

your beautiful, loved and strong,
don't give up , you've held on this long,
your scars are beautiful despite your pain,
theres sunshine beyond the rain,

be open to letting it out and go,
the more you share the more they'll know,
why you hide and cry your eyes out,
as inner demons argue and shout,

your feelings matter inside and out,
don't feel afraid to deny anything about,
your struggles and pain,
don't hide theres a rainbow beyond the rain.

Depleted

Depleted

My mind races,
As my heart paces,
My thoughts run wild,
Like an innocent child,

I’m a champ at being me,
But a loser at being free,
I’m confused about being me,
As I’m blinded and I can’t see,

My goals shine brighter than my capabilities,
My heart aims higher than my capacity,
I’m trying to please the two people inside ,
Trying to hide ,

The fact , I can’t do it all,
And sometimes I will fall,
I can’t be proficient at everything,
And life isn’t the same damn ring,

But I try to be in two places at one time,
Trying to be one me and the other like two rhymes,
But I fight to overcome defeat,
Which I realize sometimes leaves me deplete.

Phases

when I look back,

I see a different me and I almost have a heart attack,

cause what I see is me yet so unfamiliar ,

I imagined my past so much clearer,

I see the young me happy and content,

the teen me shy but not afraid to vent,

but then I see a grey cloud,

and my vision gets mute from the sound,

my sillohuette shows pain,

shows teardrops are intense as a storm with rain,

it shows the nights I cried myself to sleep,

the nights Ive tucked myself in, read it and weep,

and I stare back into the mirror and another images appears,

the new me , all happy and full of cheer,

I see the past and I see the present,

and it reminds me phases like a crescent,

every moment, every part of you changes,

your personality and your emotions ages ,

but its the same person then and now,

staring back at you amazed and proud,