Despite the negative

I may seems weak but I have many strengths,
And despite the situation ,I can go further lengths ,
To achieve my goals and my dreams,
But life isn’t as simple as it seems,

I may have confidence but I tend to
Doubt myself,
I have courage and determination, despite my health ,
I won’t give in to the inner voices that make me scared,
Cause I’m fully capable and aware,

I’m limited but not forever,
I won’t give up and I won’t ever,
Give in although it’s rough,
Cause I gotta believe and be tough,

I know that negative seems a lot,
But it won’t interfere with my plot,
To achieve my dreams,
Just cause my journey is as unique as it seems .

Life isn’t a easy game

I feel so alone,

It’s like my emotions are cold as stone,

I miss the past even though I can’t go back,

It’s like the future is uncertain and out of whack,

I can’t remember feeling this way here,

But I wish my friends were back and near,

I feel confused and lost in emotion,

Trying to find motivation and

Devotion,

I can feel time flowing by,

Here seems different and inside ,

I want to feel the same,

But life isn’t a easy game . 

A little scattered

I’ve been feeling kinda of hallow,
Life has been so hard to swallow,
I’ve been making so many new choices,
Lots of outside voices ,

I’ve been up and down since ,
I can’t seem to convince ,
My mind to slow down,
Since I’ve been emotionally exhausted into a frown,

I feel alone since I’ve been back,
So alone , so out of whack,
I feel out of touch , not connected to me,
Internal Influences are shouting towards me, I can’t see,

The clear picture the best solution,
So lost in confusion.

It’s doesnt define me

I may seem strong,

But they journey still goes on,

I may feel better,

But there’s always stormy weather,

Days may be great and I may smile,

But pain lingers but all the while,

I’m strong enough to be here,

Despite sadness being so near,

I may cry when I’m sad,

But I may have times were I’m glad,

I may feel different sad things than normal,

But I can still be formal,

I might be someone with depression,

But I still feel love , happiness and connection,

Despite how I feel,

I’m still the same and it’s real.

If they ask

Life is full of opportunities to finish the puzzle,

Even With its joys and constant struggles,

There is darkness and light all around,

Echoing from the shadows is hope to be found,

Let the pain come but soon pass,

As the mourning comes but doesn’t last,

As long as the sun keeps rising and falling,

Hope will come calling ,

For those who ask can receive,

The best happiness they can achieve. 

You had a big impact on me

You had a big Impact on me 

You were like an older sister to me,

You helped me become who I wanted to be,

Your voice was encouraging and uplifting,

Like a birds voice when it’s sings,

My heart was never prepared for what happened when I found out,

Nothing came out not a sound or a shout,

I was so shocked you had it all together,

But every soul as it’s moments it severs ,

I was scared, distraught, lost and confused,

It was like a fire in my heart has fused ,

My mind couldn’t put the pieces together,

But I never thought it could happen never ,

You were so strong,

But how long ,

You could of made it,

But I guess you lost it a bit,

Your touch made a huge impact on me,

Your admired by me and I can truly be,

Grateful for your smile,

Even when your gone and while ,

I’m alone I’ll remember you till the end,

Cause you were always my friend 

Heavens new angel

Heaven new angel

Now I will look at the sky and remember you,
All the memories and amazing things you did too,
I’ll see the clouds and remember your face,
The beautiful person you are and your warm embrace,

I’ll look at the stars and remember your voice,
And I’ll never know why you made that choice ,
But I’ll look up and remember your
Smile,
The smile that made me smile and others while,

You were still here,
And when I’ll look up, your always near,
Your dear to my heart,
Despite your far apart.