A little scattered

I’ve been feeling kinda of hallow,
Life has been so hard to swallow,
I’ve been making so many new choices,
Lots of outside voices ,

I’ve been up and down since ,
I can’t seem to convince ,
My mind to slow down,
Since I’ve been emotionally exhausted into a frown,

I feel alone since I’ve been back,
So alone , so out of whack,
I feel out of touch , not connected to me,
Internal Influences are shouting towards me, I can’t see,

The clear picture the best solution,
So lost in confusion.