Stand tall

(Graduation poem) dedication Taylor 

You make miracles with every step,

You defy all odds , you never needed any help,

You made it ,despite the cards stacked against you,

Cause you always had the courage too,

The journey was long ,yet you never gave in,

I was by your side and you finally did win,

The strength within you ,will only make you strive,

Cause you got it in you, to thrive,

The road is a journey your soaring by,

The time has change , it seems to fly,

But despite the journey you overcame ,

Your on a winning streak at your own game,

Your talents and goals will be your best,

Cause with it you’ll shine above the rest,

To a graduate who fought so long,

You deserve to stand strong. 

I forgive (you - past)

I’ve done things I regret,

And I know I can’t undo it , yet,

I forgive my mistakes ,but I can’t forget,

Even though the future isn’t set,

So , deep down although it hurts me  so bad,

And I wanna change it and it makes me sad,

I know I can grow , heal , mend and change,

Cause life is full of opportunities to rearrange, 

It’s like heavy weight, I carry with me,

But I’m deciding to release it and tell it to let me be,

Cause in order to feel free,

I have to forget the past me,

I know it’s hard and it will take time,

For the pain of the past to heal , so in rhyme,

I let it out for the world to hear,

That life can be changed , despite the fear. 

Live like you were dying

Live like you were dying 

(Inspiration song Live like you were dying: BY: Tim McGraw ) 

Live like you were dying,

Admit all the things you were denying,

Do the things , you always wanted too,

Travel the world or fall in love or two,

Dance the night away,

Treasure the sweet moments every day,

Go and do something out of the blue,

Step outside of box , do something new ,

Feel the feeling of breaking free,

Soul search and find the true meaning to be me and see,

The reason you tried,

To live life and soar and flied,

Don’t hide just go,

Then you’ll realize and know,

To clear your mind and refresh,

Feel the sun against your flesh,

Consume the warmth from the sun,

Win the marathon you always wanted to run,

Live like you were dying,

Don’t give in your flying,

try to be yourself and the best you,

You have nothing to lose. 

A mother’s touch

I’m strong enough to climb the mountain ,

As my tears fall down like a fountain,

I can overcome the pain to strive through,

Cause I know all I have is

You,

Your my rock and  my voice,

My sanity when I can’t make a choice,

As my mind gets stronger,

The healing process won’t last any longer,

Cause I’ll be strong enough to stand on my own to feet ,

And with your guide I won’t have to repeat,

The mistakes I’ve made and done,

Cause  you’re inspiration is what I’ve won,

Your voice will forever linger In my Mind , 

I won’t forget who made me find,

My own voice and my own two feet,

Now I can strive to my own beat. 

In each others arms

The closer and closer we become,

The more our hearts beat as one,

Your like the music I replay over and over in my head,

The reason I smile with every text you sent and  Ive read,

My heart swells with love when our eyes meet,

As your tender heart touches mine when we greet,

My mind and heart are finally connected from two to one,

And When i have you in my arms, I know I’ve already won,

Your a great friend and sweet boyfriend,

I’m sure it will Last till the end,

Cause your heart and mine beat as one,

And with you I’m never on the run,

Run from pain or sorrow,

Cause you brighten every tomorrow,

Together our souls are unison flowing together,

When our love is true ,i know it’s forever . 

They won’t tare me down

They won’t tare me down. 

( This is a poem about my journey and how far I’ve come since my start of my Illness . It’s about how outside influences may affect you but you can’t give and let them tare you down )

I can’t always be perfect In everything i do,

But sometimes I wish they would get a clue,

That I’ve changed and I’ve made strides,

The external influences they just crush my pride,

I try so hard but I feel it’s not enough,

Maybe I’m just weak and i need to be tough,

But I put 100 percent in everything I do,

I know we have to please  ourselves but I can’t please  you,

Maybe it’s something I’ve done,

And I try not to believe the battle can’t be won,

But I loose faith when I try,

It just Tares me inside, I want to cry,

But I don’t ,cause I know I’m doing great,

And if they don’t see it well I can’t wait,

Till they see the improvement like I do,

And till then I won’t give in to you. 

Strategy

The darkness won’t haunt me anymore,

No more memories that scar me , I’ve opened another door,

And there’s no flashbacks of the pain inside,

I no longer  have to hide,

Yes it was real , i won’t lie,

The visions and the pain that wouldn’t die,

But now I know they were just in the past,

And like old scary stories nothing lasts,

My pain was real and I know,

I have to forget it and grow,

Grow from the pain and the sorrow,

Cause there’s always tomorrow,’

Tomorrow won’t be the same,

Cause no one plays the same game,

Twice with the same strategy,

And I learned it all starts with me.