They won’t tare me down

They won’t tare me down. 

( This is a poem about my journey and how far I’ve come since my start of my Illness . It’s about how outside influences may affect you but you can’t give and let them tare you down )

I can’t always be perfect In everything i do,

But sometimes I wish they would get a clue,

That I’ve changed and I’ve made strides,

The external influences they just crush my pride,

I try so hard but I feel it’s not enough,

Maybe I’m just weak and i need to be tough,

But I put 100 percent in everything I do,

I know we have to please  ourselves but I can’t please  you,

Maybe it’s something I’ve done,

And I try not to believe the battle can’t be won,

But I loose faith when I try,

It just Tares me inside, I want to cry,

But I don’t ,cause I know I’m doing great,

And if they don’t see it well I can’t wait,

Till they see the improvement like I do,

And till then I won’t give in to you.