Manic

I’ve been in touch with my dark side
My pin sadness and downward ride
But I’ve been experiencing the other shift
The happiness the hyperness  and the racing mind lift

Although happiness and happy feelings are great
Hyperness isn’t great even this late
I’m not aware of this manic side
Cause I was sad and now I’m on a unfamiliar ride

Two sides two extremes
Two sides pulling at the seams

Addiction

I never knew how much you were struggling not even now
Having others explain it is still hard I ask how
How much did I really know about you
Cause I’m just as lost as you too

What’s your story
Why do some lose and some have glory
Why couldn’t you stop the pain
I get it you need it to be sane

I don’t understand and never will
It’s something your Ill
All I can be is a friend
Till the end

Meditate

Close your eyes and count to ten
Reflect back to the moment when
You felt complete
Don’t admit defeat

Breathe in and out
Remember when life’s about
Don’t ride
Relax through the calm tides

Smile at the rain
And don’t refrain
Don’t hide back
What you lack

My heart

My heart flows like a endless river
Patience let me sit and watch it simmer
Watch me reflect on the past and grow from it
I won’t give in and I won’t quit

I have a strong soul
Opens up and keeps me whole
My heart holds my faith
With all the leaders and saints

I won’t back down
Things will turn around
My heart will stand true
Despite the hate that tries to shine through

Moody blues

When I have the moody blues,
I gather my strength and put of my happy shoes,
Take a walk outside ,
Through the caves wonder where I hide,

The river flows the mountains fly,
Nothing is wrong with me myself and I ,
I may have my faults and pains,
But there just small stains ,

Moody blues,
Happy dancing shoes,
Through and through ,
Remembering you got you

Forever regretful

I couldn’t save you ,
I tried everything I could do,
It’s been more than two years and I still feel bad,
Every now and then I feel sad,

It’s not so easy but time helps as it goes by,
Being with you help time fly ,
It’s harder to find peace but I’m healing ,
Life’s gifts are so surrealing,

I regret not being there ,
And not showing you enough that I care,
Being the friend you needed  me To be,
I regret deeply, now I can see .

Make your mark

Make a mark
Like Noah and his arc
Cause life’s no walk in the park
But it’s a start

Life is short feel the breeze
Enjoy the shade amongst the trees
Fly through each moment
Living life you got to own it

Each time you get going
You learn more and knowing
Your strong inside
You don’t have to hide

Dandelion

Make a wish and watch it fly
No one knows yourself better than me myself and I
Watch it come true  and start a new
The we wish again where it flew

Grow and part from where it began
Adapting from where we stand
Hiding the pain
The hope still remains

A wish is only on where there’s change
As we rearrange
Our hopes and dreams
Through the streams