Trying

My mind feels like it’s gonna break,

As my emotions make me ache,

My self esteem is fleeting ,

My hope is receding,

I’m struggling for days on end,

I know I have , but I need a friend,

I feel often alone when there’s people next to me,

Why can’t my mind let me be,

I stress to much but I’m trying,

Sometimes I’m worried I’m falling not flying,

I’m being honest but I’m scared,

I know I need to be honest and I’m trying,

Nothing seems to go my way,

I know there’s always another day,

Life seems complicated to understand,

Like some odd brand.