Thursday, July 26, 2018

Fast-Back


when I go back in time, I can recall every moment of every second,
constantly in the dark like a unhealthy relationship as it beckons,
I was in such a dark place my mind refused to see the light,
paralyzed from relaity like a kryptonite,
those times I was barely human , barely myself,
consumed by an ill shadow of mental health,
my mind felt so disconnected I couldn't find the light,
beyond my lonely days of night ,
but I continued on the long what I thought was frivolously journey,
but my mind continued to control like a power of an attorney ,
my mind fought my mind back and forth,
rallying back like a tennis court,
the struggle was hard with many back tracks,
many tears and panic attacks,
but what seemed to be forever I made a break through,
through the pain I thought I couldn't see through,
so as I sit writing I think back to how I was,
struggling through all my flaws,
I remember how long it took for me to get to where I wanted to be,
and I know its not easy,
life isn't just simple and breezy.

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