Blue period

I can barely feel my heart beating ,

So empty it’s like my emotions are depleting ,

Aching but I can’t remember why,

I can’t find the reason to cry,

The  rain symbolizes my tears,

Masked by my fears,

It’s a grey dark day ,

Lost in my own way, 

I have hit this low before,

But I thought I’ve opened a new door,

But maybe this is a low in my life,

Coming from my stress and strife,

I can’t remember why it came

On,

But maybe when the day hit dawn ,

But I’m determined for it to end,

And my emotions to mend.