Grudge-less life

I can’t help feeling the way I feel,

I feel envious and it’s strong and it’s real,

I can do everything they can do but I hit the floor,

I can create goals and open doors,

for myself to make strides in life,

I can feel happiness and strife,

But I can’t be envious of what i don’t have now,

Even though I wish I had what they had and how,

How , can I get what they have for myself,

Despite my altered health,

I can just believe and keep working hard,

To walk miles and yards,

I just have to believe and take one-stride at  a time,

Instead of wishing I had what they have ,every other rhyme.