Longing for a connection

I just wanna relate,

But I hesitate,

I just wanna feel the connection of two hearts,

But the line is disconnected apart,

I wanna know the words to complete the sentence,

But I’m so lost in the past tense,

I have no memories of the now,

To create a sentence to speak and how,

Do you relate to what you haven’t shared the day,

When I’m just part of the same family ever single way,

I want to share some connection ,

But I’m emotional and it’s causes tension,

I wanna share the moments with you,

Lost in my life I feel I can’t relate to what you go through,

I can’t share the memories of the present  moment,

Lost in my life I can’t condone it.