I may have my moments but inside I’m strong,
It might take me while, but not too long,
I may seem weak but I stand tall,
I stand tall among them all,
I might contemplate life right,
And I may have a rough night.
But I’ll come through in the end,
Cause I have an internal friend,
My inner will,
Even when I’m weak and standing still,
I’ll over come it all ,
Until I’m standing tall
Hi! this is caitlin jade kertzman. welcome to my new blog, this blog will consist of all my poetry and now consists of all my creative expressions from writing to art to ceramics. I hope you enjoy reading my blog. I'll try to post at least one a day ( even though I tend to post more ) I hope you like it.
Saturday, March 31, 2018
Lift you up
Be who you are,
Shine bright, be your own star,
Hold your hope in your heart,
Even when life tares you apart,
Believe in yourself, your strength,
No matter the road and the journey it takes.
Hold your held up high,
And you’ll reach the sky,
Pray for guidance and you will find,
Life is a journey, look for the sign.
Friday, March 30, 2018
The Moonlite Curse
different yet I stand out among the rest,
not feeling at home in the nest,
full of strengths, yet people see my weaknesses,
yet people get to know me and only see the briefness,
im cursed, yet everyone thinks its a blessing,
its it strength but I feel like im resting,
resting on the talents of what used to be,
instead of seeing the real me,
im cursed by the moons paralyzing light,
standing among the paralyzing night
not feeling at home in the nest,
full of strengths, yet people see my weaknesses,
yet people get to know me and only see the briefness,
im cursed, yet everyone thinks its a blessing,
its it strength but I feel like im resting,
resting on the talents of what used to be,
instead of seeing the real me,
im cursed by the moons paralyzing light,
standing among the paralyzing night
Saturday, March 24, 2018
Gotta let it out
A huge mountain has been lifted off my shoulders,
And a huge rock in my throat has been removed like a boulder,
The tears fell but my weight has shifted,
As my assertiveness appears my spirits have been lifted,
I’ve always been scared to voice my feelings,
Cause i thought my words weren’t so appealing,
But then I realized regardless of the thoughts,
I must let them out or risk getting caught,
Caught up in my head,
Consumed in my heart instead,
Of expressing it like a gospel,
So my emotions won’t become an irrelevant fossil,
I’m guilty it might hurt someone,
But it’s hurting me and altering what I’ve become ,
So I announce it like a song,
That internal anger, pounding gong.
Thursday, March 22, 2018
Blood
The twists and turns simulate the rollercoaster within me,
As the body contracts as I see,
The spurts of blood as the wound bleeds,
Then my stomach subsides , the increases in rapid speed
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
Dreamweaver
Time is going,
Memories are flowing,
My mind is fading away.
My eyes are open,
As the voice has spoken,
My mouth is wordlessly mute,
Agony is a shadow in the light,
My heart is lifted by hope at night,
There a peace among me.
I drift and dream,
Internal motions and seams,
I’m a waken at night
Longing for a connection
I just wanna relate,
But I hesitate,
I just wanna feel the connection of two hearts,
But the line is disconnected apart,
I wanna know the words to complete the sentence,
But I’m so lost in the past tense,
I have no memories of the now,
To create a sentence to speak and how,
Do you relate to what you haven’t shared the day,
When I’m just part of the same family ever single way,
I want to share some connection ,
But I’m emotional and it’s causes tension,
I wanna share the moments with you,
Lost in my life I feel I can’t relate to what you go through,
I can’t share the memories of the present moment,
Lost in my life I can’t condone it.
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
not so innocent eyes
Sometimes the world can be so un-just,
If you don’t fit in , then you must,
The world can be so unkind,
Yet there are many different people and many minds,
There are so many great minds,
Some talents are hard to find,
Many legends are hidden beneath the surface,
Never discovering what was their in the first place,
Yet there are many in pain,
Darkness over the clouds like rain ,
Struggling in the dark,
Lost and torn apart.
Thursday, March 8, 2018
Painting the night sky
A tender cold kiss as the wind brushes my cheek,
the wind is as cold as the mountain peak,
The air sends shivers down my spine,
As I watch the blue night sky It’s so Devine ,
Cold weather on a spring night,
Warms the soul , it’s such a delight,
Blues blend in the sky,
A smell of a campfire soaring by,
Intense peaceful feeling,
Dark night , so surrealing
Friday, March 2, 2018
I’m a star bursting of happiness
Your a sweet vision I see,
A reflection in my eyes of who I wanna be,
I am a star in the moonless night,
Shining oh so bright,
Before I was a fallen star,
But now Im reborn, I’ve come so far,
From where my Star first landed that day,
As all the pain washes away,
I’m a light shining bright from the shadow ,
Pushing through all my emotions my mind will allow,
I’m a little star floating on cloud nine,
Claiming what is mine.
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