haunt me

Dark clouds may part my ways,
Cloudy skies ,hazy days ,
Pain fills my eyes like a glass of water,
Gathered like a tank of hot water, only (getting hotter),

My emotions numb me like ice,
Hidden beneath me, it’s a sacrifice,
To feel happy beyond the pain,
As it lingers like rain,

I can’t allow myself to go back to the past,
When it lingers like a monster under the bed,( it always lasts)
I’m scared Of what I used to be,
And I don’t want it to haunt me. Haunt me