I envisioned

I envisioned life to be a test,

Yet not one who studies or fails can be the best,

I hoped for life to have meaning,

Yet so much meaning it’s so surrealing,

I’ve shaped the body to look different in size,

Yet there’s always a compromise,

I hoped you would understand,

But life’s never like you’d planed ,

I envisioned my path to be stronger,

Yet it took me longer,

I hoped for challenges every step of the way,

Yet it hasn’t changed any day,

I envisioned a two way street,

Yet I drag my feet,

I hoped for an universal way of speaking ,

Yet it’s suppressed and fleeting .