Change

Something throbs inside,
I can’t let it go , I can’t hide,
The pain I feel , it aches as I cry,
I don’t know how I can’t deny,

This feeling so different , so new,
And I  really thought ,I thought it through ,
But it’s not as easy as a planned in my head,
It wasn’t word for word like I said,

It’s a change so familiar yet so different from what I’m used to,
But how Something feel so new make me feel not have a clue,
Who I am inside , what I stand for,
As everything changes and I want more and more ,

For it to be easy ,
But it makes me fee queezy,
No matter what happens to me,
It’s not perfect or planned ,nothing is set to be