Like yesterday

It was like yesterday I was in pain,
Seems like the sunshine lost to the rain ,
It seems like only last night,
I was up in some fright,

Maybe I should try to get some sleep,
But all I can do is weep,
My mind works in mysterious ways,
As it seems to give me weird plays,

Maybe it was just a dream I had,
Something about what made me glad,
It was a night that turned into pain,
In the stormy night of rain.

Reassurance

It’s cold and dark and I’m lonesome at heart,
Feel surrounded but alone and apart,
I just need someone to come to me,
Someone to set me free,

I need a hand to hold,
When it’s rainy and cold,
I want someone to hug me,
When I can’t hug myself and I can’t see ,

The best in me,
And I can my be who I wanna be,
I just need someone who can understand,
Who can be their and help me stand H

Heart beats

My heart beats to the sun and the stars,
Internally and external links is who we are,
In staccato it beats,
Like the tap ,tapping of my feet in repeat,

It flows like the river and the sea,
The cool breeze as it hits me,
My heart beats for the day,
As it does in every way,

My heart pumps blood and works all day ,
In rhythmic patterns , sun before grey .

Indecisive

I can still remember that day you asked me to be yours,
that moment opened many doors,
it made me part of who i am today,
and i think ive changed you in the same way,

i can remember all the hard times,
all the arguments and rhymes,
and all the moments i said sorry to you,
and all the times i couldnt make it through,

you made me see it another way,
and it made me stay another day,
but i cant recall the moment where i felt strange,
like our relationship as been re-arranged,

i cant live  in the past,
the more and more i want it to last,
im stronger with than without you,
i cant do what you do

What I was ....... long ago

I was there not to long ago ,

But I didn’t know a lot though,

About what I was or who I am,

And how to survive life’s traffic jam,

I was strong not to long ago,

took a while though ,

For me to develop strength,

To walk life’s long length,

I was young not to long ago,

When All I wanted was happiness though,

I was young and not ready ,

To become an adult and get unsteady,

I was clueless long ago,

When I had no worries though,

I had guidance and dreams,

But nothing is ever as it seems ,

I’m older now compared to long ago,

Even though, 

The same person didn’t change,

My life got re-arranged 

A Flash

One breathe and I’m gasping for air,
Another blink and the tears are there,
One moment and the vision was gone,
Another hour and it’s almost dawn,

A second, a minute I’m out and up now ,
 fast moving picture and I don’t know how ,
The vision got me so frozen to the core,
So confused  and wanted to know more,

A hour later it’s morning now,
And I can’t seem to allow,
My mind to go back to a few hours ago,
It’s all mushed up like dough,

It hits me and I’m on the floor,
It hits me as I’m Out the door,
I’m blocked from the night,
It hit me like a lighting strike

A dream (muse)

I drifted off into a dream,
Where life is nothing like it seemed,
The colors were vibrant and bright,
And the stars stayed the night,

The dream felt oh so real,
Nothing like reality,but I feel,
Like the sea met the sun,
And the dream was fun,

The only time I got confused,
Was when I saw my muse,
I wondered if this was reality ,
Questioning my sanity ,

The dream was something more,
Than a open door,
It brought me clarity,
In this unfamiliarity.