Lee

We had a interesting relationship
Through each other’s highs and dips
As we navigated through our own battles
And our own emotional cattle

We created our own version of our own happy
When life got pretty crappy
We shared a moment together
When our pain seemed to last forever

It was real yet we had our barriers
Ours own and what life had carries
But down inside we had a connection
Through life’s tensions

Who I am

I’m still trying to find who I am 

Like navigating through a traffic jam 

Organizing dreams and reality 

Separating the child and the adult me 

I’ve tried on many hats

Trying to get to where I’m at

Only to find myself closer to that goal 

To find my identity and feel whole 

But I must gather small pieces together 

And hope they fit and not sever 

To find who I am 

through this traffic jam 

Pages

Every piece of you is a small fragment of you
Every mistake and lesson holds you together like glue
The pages bind the past and the present together
Leaving the rest to forever

The bindings are like veins
Guiding you in the right lanes
And every word is defining you
Right through to the end and right through

And no mistakes crinkles the page
The sweet smell of sage
In the light it blends through
Into the morning dew

Somewhere only we know

There’s so much I wish to say
Where I was and where I am today
How far I’ve traveled and soared
All the things I’ve done and more

It seems like along time
Since I’ve written a positive rhyme,
But there’s so much more
Places to go

But I feel you with me each day
In my pictures and words I say
 heaven doesn’t define where we go
Cause where we’ve been only we know

Where the thoughts lie

I’m in deep thought,
It flows like a river it won’t get caught ,
Into a dead end,
Cause I’m adaptable and I bend,

My inner thoughts travel through,
Eventually I’ll have a clue,
Where the meanings lies,
Behind the smilies and tears I cry,

And every feeling has its page,
In our story as we age ,
Time continues as we fly ,
In our journey as we die.

Begin again

I started writing again,
I don’t remember when,
I last started writing my thoughts down,
I knew it would come around,

I last recall writing about something sad,
When life gets rough or when I’m mad,
A lot of stress overcame me the last few months lately,
As I wait here patiently,

To write something new,
Instead of the sadness that comes out of the blue

Sorry

I don’t wanna seem like a child ,
But these emotions are driving me wild,
I try to look after myself,
Using my coping skills to fix my health,

But I can’t help what I feel inside,
But I have to be rational and hide,
My insecurities about my space away from you,
But my thoughts hurt me and I take it personally too,

I want what’s best for you,
Cause I haven’t got a clue,
how much it affected you ,
 Cause I was stuck  to you like glue.