Pages

Every piece of you is a small fragment of you
Every mistake and lesson holds you together like glue
The pages bind the past and the present together
Leaving the rest to forever

The bindings are like veins
Guiding you in the right lanes
And every word is defining you
Right through to the end and right through

And no mistakes crinkles the page
The sweet smell of sage
In the light it blends through
Into the morning dew

Somewhere only we know

There’s so much I wish to say
Where I was and where I am today
How far I’ve traveled and soared
All the things I’ve done and more

It seems like along time
Since I’ve written a positive rhyme,
But there’s so much more
Places to go

But I feel you with me each day
In my pictures and words I say
 heaven doesn’t define where we go
Cause where we’ve been only we know

Where the thoughts lie

I’m in deep thought,
It flows like a river it won’t get caught ,
Into a dead end,
Cause I’m adaptable and I bend,

My inner thoughts travel through,
Eventually I’ll have a clue,
Where the meanings lies,
Behind the smilies and tears I cry,

And every feeling has its page,
In our story as we age ,
Time continues as we fly ,
In our journey as we die.

Begin again

I started writing again,
I don’t remember when,
I last started writing my thoughts down,
I knew it would come around,

I last recall writing about something sad,
When life gets rough or when I’m mad,
A lot of stress overcame me the last few months lately,
As I wait here patiently,

To write something new,
Instead of the sadness that comes out of the blue

Sorry

I don’t wanna seem like a child ,
But these emotions are driving me wild,
I try to look after myself,
Using my coping skills to fix my health,

But I can’t help what I feel inside,
But I have to be rational and hide,
My insecurities about my space away from you,
But my thoughts hurt me and I take it personally too,

I want what’s best for you,
Cause I haven’t got a clue,
how much it affected you ,
 Cause I was stuck  to you like glue.

New directions

Looking back at all those days,

All those positive and negative ways,

All those friends I’ve met and won’t forget,

All those lessons and mistakes I won’t regret,

My time has come but is not up,

It’s a new leap not a jump,

Carrying what I know and what I’ve gained,

In the sunshine state and the rained ,

I’m stronger than the past,

As those sweet moments last ,

I take my knowledge and say goodbye,

To the past as the new me flies. 

Next destination

I’m traveling to my next destination,

With nothing but strength and determination,

With hope in my heart and goals set,

I’m not there but I feel it coming yet,

I grown stronger and fought harder to get to where I am,

Who knew I made it through this traffic jam, 

My vision of where I am and where I’m going,

Is unsure but my visions clear of knowing,

And with all I know,

I’ll take it and go,

To my next destination.