Wishing you were somehow here again

Poem- wishing you were somehow here again. 

I see a butterfly in the sky,

And all my unanswered questions why,

When I think of you,

It’s like the Florida sky after a storm beautiful blue,

There’s not a day that goes by ,

That I don’t miss saying hi, 

And  I wish you were still by my side ,

Riding this crazy ride,

But you live on inside all of us,

And deep down I trust ,

That life is full and your still here,

As long as your in my heart lingering near. 

Books

Books 

I have written a lot about my struggles in life ,

My pain, sadness happiness and strife ,

I’ve written about my successes in the past and the moment ,

Strength and learned and I’ve owned it,

Sometimes life tests me,

I fight to remain open and free ,

But lately I’ve been lost for words to express me,

All the things that meant to be.

Lately

Lately 

Lately life has been rough,

But I’m strong and tough ,

I’ve made pieces fit together,

And reset them so they don’t sever,

I’ve been mind blocked for awhile,

There’s so much to pile ,

I’ve been strong through the uneasy feelings ,

Life is abstract and surrealing ,

But pieces in the puzzle don’t always fit,

But I won’t quit, 

Lately it hasn’t been a easy ride ,

But I still have my pride .

Snapshot of you

Snapshot of you 

I look back on all the photos of you,

Remembering the life we’ve had just us too,

My heart seems lost, parts in time, 

Missing words in my rhymes ,

I feel like life now a days  seems incomplete,

I won’t admit defeat,

Cause all the snapshots of you ,

Remember our relationship too,

I replay the times in my head,

Thinking of you when I lie in bed,

Reflecting the snapshots in my mind,

Combinding things old and new that I find. 

shade of you

i know parts of me,

But I dont know who I wanna be,

I know the insides and outs,

But I don’t know what lifes all about,

I try to dissect the parts I dont understand,

Realizing its ok to be an off brand,

Im rare and unique inside,

Even the parts of me I can’t define.

Surreal

The sky is the limit when you continue to try,

Believe what you set your mind too and then you’ll fly, 

My mind soars through pain and sorrow,

As I pick up strength carrying it through till tomorrow,

Im ambitious as I grow,

The more I open myself up the more I know,

Nothing can stand in my way but myself,

Negativity and my health.

I put myself first but I got your back as a friend,

Ill fight for me and you in the end,

i won’t give in , no matter how hard it might seem,

Life is a surreal dream. 

Even though

I’m strong when I have hope,

I am determined to do well and then I can cope,

My mind can be hurt but I mend,

Shades of blue but I blend ,

I lift my head when I’m down,

Knowing courage won’t make me frown,

Hope spins the world in circles and I won’t break,

No matter how many times life makes me ache.