You helped me through

You helped me through 

You helped me through so much,

And if we didn’t work out , you always said we would stay in touch,

You helped me through my darkest days,

Through the dark days ,you were my sun rays ,

You’ve helped me become a better person inside,

You encouraged me never to hide,

You helped me overcome my fears,

As you dried my tears,

I’m thankful for you ,

And all that you do ,

You helped me through,

After all the obstacles, I had you. 

Unanswered questions

Unanswered questions

There are so many unanswered questions,
So many to mention,
I don’t know, if I’ll ever get the answer to the ones on my mind ,
Maybe there too hard to find,

Maybe there not as simple as the seem,
Maybe life isn’t a perfect gleam ,
But I’m left without closure I wanna know,
But maybe I don’t want to though,

If I hear the answer will it hurt me,
Or would it be enough to make me see,
Or will it be to hard to bare,
Ether way I still care.

One more day

One more day 

If I could have one more day,

To see your smiling face the same way,

I would hug you and never let go,

And remind you I love you just so you know ,

I would kiss your lips,

Hold your hand as my heart did internal flips,

I would feel alive,

Walking in your stride ,

If I had one more day with you,

We don’t have do anything, just us too,

We would have the time of our lives,

Living life with you one more time. 

How I cope

When I have all those thoughts running through my head ,

I decided to write them down instead,

Sometimes I write about pain, 

In contrast I write about tears falling like rain,

I write about coping with my loss,

Describing it as hard and cold as frost ,

I combined my emotions and fears, 

Sometimes I write and there’s tears,

But I write to cope with my thoughts and emotions,

Heartbreaks and devotions,

I mostly write about how I feel ,

Rhyming with abstract with real. 

It will take time

It will take time 

It will take awhile ,

I know it’s a time trial,

But it’s hard to see others together,

Knowing we could never ,

Sometimes I don’t feel like I’ll

Smile ,

But then I know it will take awhile,

To move on from the pain,

Sometimes it’s just a drain,

I wish I could tell you how I feel,

The pain sometimes is so real,

Sometimes the nights just drain on,

Way after you’re gone.

Sometimes

Sometimes I’m strong,

Sometimes it takes me a

Little long,

To overcome my demons and fears,

And try my tears,

My heart feels like it’s gonna break,

It’s killing me to say this ,but it aches,

I miss you dearly everyday,

And it gets harder someday and other ways,

I see others together,

I miss us, I wish it was us forever,

When I see my friends in a relationship,

I’m happy for them but I go through an emotional trip,

I’m just miss the moments with you,

Sometimes I’m confused , empty and lost I don’t know what to do,

I miss you and being yours,

But without you my heart hits the floors . 

Contrast

Contrast 

I’m full of light ,

But I have my darkness at night,

I have my fears,

As well as my tears,

But I’m strong enough to overcome ,

On other days I Succumb,

To the hardships of life,

Mixtures of happiness and strife,

I’m full of passion and love,

Peaceful as a dove,

Anxious and on edge,

Daring sometimes living life on the ledge ,

My life is a contrast image with vivid pictures,

Abstracts but looks good with the fixtures,

I’m content with the contrast of myself

Internal happiness inner health .