Realization of my emotions

Realization of my Emotions 

Part of me is dead inside,

I admit it i can’t hide,

It’s like a light that has been turned off,

Or part of me has turned soft ,

A part of me has burned out from inside,

Lost a little can’t hide,

Part of me is missing when you left from me,

And now able to now see,

I’m blinded but aware,

Lost but not scared,

Incomplete but not lost,

Warm in the mist of frost.

Doubts

Doubts 

Maybe I don’t know,

Am I indecisive or is this part of how I grow,

I’m unsure and confused,

Or maybe the connection isn’t fused ,

I feel like it won’t be the same,

Maybe I’ve grown old of playing the game,

I’m for sure able to understand,

But I’m not in it for the grand,

Things , just seem so internal,

Feeling more external . 

Wanders

Wanders 

My mind wanders off to strange places ,

As my mind constantly paces ,

My thought process ponders ,

As my mind wonders ,

Lost In unfamiliar places,

Confused and strange faces,

My mind wanders through the new place,

Processing the days ,

Wondering why my head questions where I am,

In a mental traffic jam,

Pondering what’s in my head,

Mind and matter instead. 

New chapter

New chapter

Time seems to pass me by,
I’m not scared to soar and fly ,
I have the courage and the bravery ,
Making life last so sweet and savory ,

As I grow older,
My intuition and ambition grows bolder ,
My heart learns as my mind adapts,
Living the time lapse ,

And the more grow ,
The more I know ,
I’m not afraid to soar,
As my life opens more Doors .

Night cruising

I enjoy the wind In my face ,

Almost like a calm, soothing embrace,

The sunset through the breeze,

Swaying in the trees ,

Beautiful sunset through the night,

As the night feels just right ,

Calm , cool and breezy,

Nothing intense its all easy ,

The ride through the highways ,

Reflecting my days ,

Gentle sweet and soothing,

As the car slowly continues crusing

At times

at times I feel deeply down,

so down I feel like I will always frown,

at times I feel lost and alone,

like all I have is my empty shadow as cold as stone,

and at times life is hard and feels impossible,

but I try and make my inner arguments plausible,

but sometimes its hard to remain strong,

as time seems to prolong,

and at night its harder than the day,

especially when the skies are grey,

at times its easy to feel happy and free,

and sometimes im the enemy of me.

I have.....

I have hope,

that helps me cope,

I have my light,

that keeps me safe at night,

I have dreams that keeping me going,

goals that keep me knowing,

what to look forward too,

I got the glue,

that sticks my life together,

better piecing stuff in time than taking forever.