Pray

when times are dark and grey,
I pray and hope there's a way,
to have light brighten my day,
when the skies are grey,

and when the days seem long,
I pray that I remain strong,
and that the sun will shine again,
and then I hope when,

I feel lost and alone,
I remember where I roam,
I pray for the night,
and I will come through to the light

Valentines day

the day of roses,
cute pictures and poses,
Meals with candle light,
kisses at night,

chocolates galore,
maybe some more,
treats and hugs,
feeling warm and snug,

maybe walks on the beach,
kisses back and forth each,
maybe sunset romance,
a light slow dance,

special day,
treat them well in your own special way,
valentines day

Invisible force

Invisible force

My heart is connected to you,
In another space or time ,I’ll come through ,
In a snow or rain,
I’ll comfort you in pain,

As you Will  do the same,
The same game,
In time or space,
We will meet face to face ,

In another dimension,
Life will have no tension,
An invisible force keeping us close together,
A bond that will never sever

Embrace

Embrace

When I’m scared I look over my shoulder and your there,
Your spirit is with me and I know you care ,
When I’m cold at night ,
Your embrace makes me feel alright,

And when the sun comes up each day,
I remember your watching me in every way,
And I don’t need to hide,
The feelings all inside,

And in the sad times,
Your my words like in my rhymes,
I’m not afraid to fly,
Cause your arms are there to catch me in the sky.

crave

Crave 

Its like a drug, sometimes I miss it,

But once I quit, I knew I had to quit,

I can’t go back on what ifs,

Make up stories of myths,

But the cravings whisper to me,

Make every hair stand and I see,

Its a feeling I miss,

But I gave it up for happiness and bliss,

Its a craving ,

Ive been slaving,

Instead of controlling,

It was tolling,

in my head,

In bed,

In life,

The sharp blade of knife.

Terror in my eyes

Terror in my eyes

people say they can see the terror in my eyes,

maybe its the fears of the future, you know how time flies,

it might be the inner child trying to speak out,

afraid of being silent , it wants to shout,

maybe its the million unanswered question in my head,

the paranoia ranting instead,

maybe its the demons of past calling,

or the fear of falling,

or maybe its what I've been through,

the old and the new,

maybe its the fear of tomorrow,

or the internal sorrow.

Addressing the man in the mirror

Addressing the man in the mirror

im sorry for the pain I put you through,
I didn't want to hurt anyone but I hurt you,
I hurt the only one who was there for me in dark times,
it was myself but I couldn't fight through the pain with the rhymes,

im stronger than I was before,
I shouldn't of gotten so deep I wanted more,
happiness instead of pain,
but all I got was tears and rain,

so now im apologizing for my actions,
the crazy emotions and my reactions,
im addressing the pain I endured ,
clearing my head to become pure.