yahrzeit candle

yahrzeit candle

I shine a candle just for you,
remembering the journey and the strength you had to do,
my heart lives on in the fire,
as the joy of your life brings desire,

celebrating your life and spirit,
I can almost hear you laugh in it,
the candle shines among the brightest stars,
cause that's who you are,

you shined as bright as the candle in real life,
in happiness and in strife,
your a strong hero in my eyes,
as the light goes on, you will rise.

Our friendship

I miss our laughs together,

A friendship like ours will never sever,

Ive been thinking about how much we’ve done together,

And how it had to end , I’d  never,

Thought our times would end,

But your always gonna be my friend,

And I know you miss me like I do,

And you care as much for I as do for you,

My heart goes on my emotions will heal,

But I know a friendship is true and real,

I will move on and remain strong,

Cause our friendship will last long.

its almost that time

I miss your smile and laugh,
you made me calm in life wrath,
and its almost that time,
and all I can do speak to you in rhymes,

Its the holiday of love,
I love you here now and above,
but comes and goes,
I just know I love you as I know,

you love me,
and no matter what this day will be,
I love you and will always remember you,
but I remember everything you do.

determination

when life gets me down,

im not afraid to turn it around,

even if life seems hard,

I know how to play my cards,

if the road seems rough,

im strong and tough,

but I am only human inside,

but I never fail to try,

and see the bright side,

as I put everything in pride,

my heart is determined to soar,

as my mind wants more.

I had no clue you were masking

I had no clue you were masking

I didn’t know you were masking,

I should have done more of the asking,

I didn’t know you were hiding,

I should of done more of the confiding ,  

I didn’t know you were in pain,

I should of seen the rain,

In your soul,

I could of made you whole,

I didn’t see the struggle in your heart,

Or noticed the signs you were pulling apart,

I didn’t see the chaos in your mind ,

I failed to find,

I didn’t know you felt this bad,

So empty and so sad,

I wish I knew, 

I wish i has a clue. 

What you would say

What you would say.

When life is rough,
You would always tell me to be tough,
And when tears fell from my eyes,
You wiped my tears , remind me it’s okay , you were wise,

You always said it was okay to cry,
When I was hurt and didn’t know why,
You reminded me it was okay ,
To struggle and have a bad day,

You encouraged me to feel,
When I didn’t want the pain to feel real,
You encouraged me to smile,
And laugh a while,

And now that your gone away,
The messages stay ,
With me in my heart,
Cause it’s something I will never part.

I didn’t know you were hiding

I didn’t know you were hiding.

Part of me didn’t know how sad you were feeling ,
Maybe I was caught up non reality not seeing,
The real pain you felt,
Until I knelt ,

Down and cried for another day,
With you in the world one way ,
Or another you seemed so strong,
God knows how long,

You were holding it in,
Maybe worried admitting it was a sin,
But I never knew it was to much to bare,
Cause you had so many people who cared ,

But I would give anything to see you smile once more,
To dance with me on the dance floor,
To smile again right at me,
Until life becomes infinitely free.