Strategy

The darkness won’t haunt me anymore,

No more memories that scar me , I’ve opened another door,

And there’s no flashbacks of the pain inside,

I no longer  have to hide,

Yes it was real , i won’t lie,

The visions and the pain that wouldn’t die,

But now I know they were just in the past,

And like old scary stories nothing lasts,

My pain was real and I know,

I have to forget it and grow,

Grow from the pain and the sorrow,

Cause there’s always tomorrow,’

Tomorrow won’t be the same,

Cause no one plays the same game,

Twice with the same strategy,

And I learned it all starts with me. 

Painting you

The effortless pulse  of the heart,

Syncs us  together, when we are apart,

My thoughts are just of you,

Especially when my skies are dark and I am blue,

My eyes mirror your reflection in my heart ,

The reflection is a masterpiece of art,

My mind can’t put the words to the feeling,

So abstract and so surrealing,

The colors so vivid so alike,

Creates a strong strike,

Of light coursing through my

Heart,

Forever together, your my work of art,

A Masterpiece so beautiful in contrast and feeling,

I can’t stop painting the image it’s surrealing ,

My eyes Capture this piece on the page,

As beautiful as the mornings sage. 

Who I was is who I am

As young as I am ,I was younger then,

and I can remember all the lessons when,

My mother taught me how to love,

Nature , people ,everyone and above ,

All that , she taught me to see,

That you don’t have to be,

Anyone but yourself ,

And having that is better than all the wealth,

She made me realize,

It’s okay to shed tears and cry,

and she taught me to feel,

Even when you Don’t want to believe it’s real,

And she’s taught me how to grow,

Older and older and now I know ,

She’s made me who I am today,

And I’m grateful in every way,

And I taught her stuff too,

That no matter what I will always love you. 

Dreams

As I close my eyes to sleep,

There’s no need to count sheep,

No pain that haunts my hours,

As my internal mind starts kicking in it’s super powers,

No ticking of the clock as I count down every minute,

And no question asking if I’m still in it,

In it , to still follow my deed,

Straight to sleep like a growing seed,

As I wake I’m feeling dazed,

No magic powers , I’m amazed,

As the journey to sleep was so

Easy,

No need for pain or feeling queasy,

It’s a dream, where I fly,

Through the darkness and up so high,

No rain just bright stars,

Hidden beneath all the scars. 

When you have to be strong

It’s hard to be weak,

When life is at its peak,

Of the worst type of pain,

But every sunshine has its rain,

You can turn your frown to a smile,

And stay in the happy moment while,

The pain is surrounding you,

As turns blue,

No matter the feeling,

There’s always healing,

Behind the pain and sorrow,

There is a tomorrow,

For a new page to be written in light,

When your world shines so bright,

My agony will linger no longer,

When life hits me with a ponder. 

Stand up -for you

When the world is so unjust ,

You got to and you must,

Believe in yourself and your heart,

Despite the other opinions that try to tare you apart,

No person can change  who you are,

You know what you believe and how,

It effects your life,

Don’t give in to the strife,

Just to fit in or feel the same,

Or follow the same rules to the same game,

Just follow what’s right and what’s true,

Knowing all you have is you,

To believe and the lead,

Don’t give in to what you read,

Follow what’s right in your heart,

Cause nothing is wrong with playing your part.

A weight off my shoulders

I haven’t felt sad in a while,

And I know you can feel sad even if your not a child,

I haven’t felt deep pain,

It tends to flow out of me like rain,

I haven’t been sad or blue,

And I know it’s possible and true,

That I’ve found my inner strength and heart,

And my confidence inside won’t tare me apart,

But these days have been so real,

That all I feel is happiness and it’s what I feel,

But I know it’s a feeling that will always be with me,

Sadness just comes naturally ,

But I haven’t felt so sad in a while,

I’ve definitely healed my inner child,

I’m strong yet I’m also weak,

Maybe this is my highest peak,

Of where  I’m able to feel free,

Connected and as happy as can be.