Stand in my shoes

YYou may look at me and think I’m weak,
By how I conceal my thoughts  and how I speak ,
But if you take a glimpse into my mind,
I’m sure you’ll find,

The total opposite from what you see,
And that your only seeing the outside of me,
I’m strong enough to speak my mind,
Even though there are things in life I wanna rewind,

I’m stronger than before ,
Maybe your looking for more,
But I’m Strong enough for me,
Try standing in my shoes and see.

I look to the sky

Some days I’m scared,

That my world will be forever impaired,

That my dreams will only come true in my head,

And that my future is so far away and instead,

I just hide away scared to find the truth,

Knowing I’m just a scared girl stuck in my youth,

I’m worried I’ll fail with how far I’ve come,

Just to end up feeling numb,

But I stare into the sky ,

And remember all the reasons why,

My dreams once were dreams that came true,

And all the amazing people who believed in you,

And I lift my head up high,

And that’s why I continue to fly. 

I’ll overcome it all

I may have my moments but inside I’m strong,
It might take me while, but not too long,
I may seem weak but I stand tall,
I stand tall among them all,

I might  contemplate life right,
And I may have a rough night.
But I’ll come through in the end,
Cause I have an internal friend,

My inner will,
Even when I’m weak and standing still,
I’ll over come it all ,
Until I’m standing tall

Lift you up

Be who you are,

Shine bright, be your own star,

Hold your hope in your heart,

Even when life tares you apart,

Believe in yourself, your strength,

No matter the road and the journey it takes.

Hold your held up high,

And you’ll reach the sky,

Pray for guidance and you will find,

Life is a journey, look for the sign. 

The Moonlite Curse

different yet I stand out among the rest,
not feeling at home in the nest,
full of strengths, yet people see my weaknesses,
yet people get to know me and only see the briefness,

im cursed, yet everyone thinks its a blessing,
its it strength but I feel like im resting,
resting on the talents of what used to be,
instead of seeing the real me,

im cursed by the moons paralyzing light,
standing among the paralyzing night

Gotta let it out

A huge mountain has been lifted off my shoulders,

And a huge rock in my throat has been removed like a boulder,

The tears fell but my weight has shifted, 

As my assertiveness appears my spirits have been lifted,

I’ve always been scared to voice my feelings,

Cause i thought my words weren’t so appealing,

But then I realized regardless of the thoughts,

I must let them out or risk getting caught,

Caught up in my head,

Consumed in my heart instead,

Of expressing it like a gospel,

So my emotions won’t become an irrelevant fossil,

I’m guilty it might hurt someone,

But it’s hurting me and altering what I’ve become ,

So I announce it like a song,

That internal anger, pounding gong. 

Blood

The twists and turns simulate the rollercoaster within me,

As the body contracts as I see,

The spurts of blood as the wound bleeds, 

Then my stomach subsides , the increases in rapid speed