A poet in the veins

A blue night sky, 

Represents a warm eclipse up high,

A fragment of my poetry in a page,

As everything changes with age,

My prayers are clouds in the sunshine ,

I’m words all complete and fine,

The stars are the reasons behind the scenes,

Darkness won’t hide the seems,

The trees at night are my shade,

Behind the dark age,

As the rain drops like tears,

As the imagery appears.

(Backup) Stage lights

My heart beating in a constant beat,

I’m anxious, I’m pacing from my

Feet,

My voice is frozen no words will appear ,

Will I ever overcome this fear,

Their all wanted for me to show,

But I’m lost in myself, little did they know,

I’ve been nervous for days,

Planning it so many ways,

Their calling my name , cheering me on,

But I’m still anxious been that way since dawn,

Imagining myself out there scares me,

I’m just trying to be free,

So I step out into the light,

Blinded and frozen in the sight,

Of all those eyes staring at me,

Trying to judge me, I can foresee,

Only the worst from those eyes,

I hold back the tears I cry,

But I hold my head held high,

As I sore and fly . 

I look up above

Embrace the pain and the darkness within you,

Comfort the scared child hidden as scared as you,

Enlighten the happiness and meaning in the world today,

Question the uncertainty in every way,

I look above for an answer  a reply,

I look up and ask for a reason why,

I wonder every night and day,

Will the pain in the world ever go away,

I watch and hear the pain on the news,

It’s winning a want but I loose,

Faith in world above,

So I look up for serenity and love,

Tell me why there’s so much hate,

Some much injustice and all of the above ,

Tell me why the people look to you,

Someone above they thought they knew,

Could change the world and answer or prayers at night,

But all I see is a unanswered prayer lost in sight.

(Photo of me is the photo cover of poem)

The eyes represent innocence and the black and white represent pain and sorrow) 

A hand of a poet

When my hand touches the pen, it’s a rush of relaxation,

Words flow out of my mind like no temptation,

Rhymes come together like a perfect tone,

It flows through me right to the bone,

Sometimes there’s a message and sometimes there’s not,

I can’t keep up from all I’ve written, I’m

Caught,

In a poetic state of mind,

And all it does is replay and rewind,

My writting speaks from heart ,

Poetry and voice can’t keep it apart,

Sound like a rhymthic pattern ,

 verses strong and  out of this world like Saturn 

The shadow I see

I’m a whisper in the dark night,

I feel but my emotions aren’t light,

Their heavy , strong and cold,

My emotions drove me as I grow old,

I travel ,yet I haven’t found home,

Nothing made me find my own,

I was weak but I can be strong,

But it took me ages to last long,

It will always linger around,

The intense dark sound,

It’s almost like a shadow beside me,

As I grow old it will always be the shadow I see. 

Stars ⭐️

A shimmer in the sky,

Brightly shining, up there so high,

A reflection of  all hopes dreams,

Shining past all the darkness it seems,

They are all their own light,

Keeping the happiness at night,

It keeps dreams alive,

Beyond the stars is where I strive,

The stars are like ripples in the sea,

Reflection of glass staring right at me ,

It’s a mark of internal and external being,

Calming , surreal feeling ,

It’s a feeling of what’s real,

A hope that new things are near,

The calming light of night,

As they shine so bright.

Night

as I walk through the empty room,

All this empty space and doom,

Is far away from me now,

It was dark before and I don’t know how,

I’ve come through the pain,

No more tears, no more rain,

I’ve seen the light at the end of pain,

And the sadness has almost gone down the drain,

My prayers have been answered   By the light,

Every blessing answered from night.