Disappointment

Many people disappoint me ,
Maybe not with their words ,but I can see ,
The lies through the truth inside,
All the dark secrets they hide ,

Maybe I’m going crazy,
And my mind is unclear and hazy,
But maybe some parts are true,
The pain And disappointment towards you,

And although your support me,
I’m blinded by what I can’t see,
I’m slowly lost in a disappointing season,
As I distrust your reason.

Pray (for Las Vegas)

I knelt down to pray,
It’s something I do everyday,
But today was different from before,
I knew it meant something more,

My eyes shed tears ,
Cause in all my years,
Of praying for forgiveness for me,
I was blinded I couldn’t see,

The pain of others around me,
During the shooting I couldn’t see,
The struggle they faced,
Cause I was stuck in my place,

So I knelt down to pray,
For someone other than me today,
I closed my eyes and hoped and prayed,
That nothing will ever happen again like what happened today .

las vegas shooting (Poem)

This poem is a Dedication to all the people who are injured and
Who have passed away during the Las Vegas shooting. My prayers are with everyone
involved and family and friends.
🙏

The tears that fall,
Are for all,
The people involved in Las Vegas tragedy,
That the killer had no apathy,

Many lives lost and many scared for life,
Leaving behind children and their wife,
Many life’s ended here,
It hurts loosing someone dear,

Some people in the hospital in bad condition,
Many in dismission,
Many families torn apart,
Lives broken where to start,

Pain, Agony, panic and loss,
To lose anyone is a horrible cost

I don’t know

I don’t wanna hold you back,
Just thinking like that gives me a heart attack,
I don’t wanna be the reason why,
Your here forever mummified,

I don’t know if it’s good when I want it bad,
I have feeling against it and I’m so sad,
Cause I don’t know if it’s right,
To be with you another night

When you can’t

When you can’t have who you want in life,
It’s like someone slashed you with s knife,
Your heart becomes sore,
And your faith is no more,

When your happy but not so content,
And you need someone to vent,
About how much you want it bad,
And you can’t and it’s so sad,

Maybe it’s not meant to be ,
And I wish he could just have me ,
Maybe it’s not going to be ,
And I can’t can’t seem to see,

Why it isn’t the way I want (him)
And why the chances are so slim

Soothing

A new morning star,
Gazing from a far ,
Bright lights and shining bright,
Soothing all through the night ,

Dark clouds cover the sky,
Shade me from doom so high,
Brave clouds soar over me,
Internal light sets me free ,

Rain falls from the roof top,
Strong forces never stop,
Dark and light spiral round,
Echoing the same sound

Over thinking 🤔

Rapid thoughts in my head,

Replaying every word I said , 

I hear distorted voices ,

Making unclear choices ,

I hate hearing stuff that is unsaid ,

I changed the truth in my head , I can’t remember the truth and a lie ,

And all the reasons why,

I change the words and over think things,

That people say and detach the strings,

I hate it when the words jumble in my head ,

All the stuff people said.