Lost little girl

Lost little girl

I don’t know what path I’m going down,
I’ll travel with a smile and/or a frown,
and when the path takes me to a place unknown,
I remind myself I’m already grown,

Sometimes my little child feels lost ,
Holding her hand of older me walking in frost,
Lonely little child,
Flying soaring and going wild,

She’s afraid of the unknown and lost,
Maybe the older me is afraid like frost,
Cold from the uncertainty of life,
Pulling forward in happiness and strife .

Reborn

Reborn

As I look at the situation with my foot ,
Most people would give in and go kaput,
But I’m using my surgery as a happy insight,
 Like a star in the night,

When I walk again I’ll use this as a rebirth of me,
A new start of how I want to be,
I’ll use this to walk and think a new way,
To change my insight day to day ,

It’s a reflection to show gratitude,
A great way to think and view,
A image and thought of a new year,
Walking on edge , like a pier

Thinking out loud

Thinking out loud

I’m nervous about all the new things I get to do,
I’m glad I get to start and it’s all thanks to you,
My heart and mind has prepared for this moment,
And I’m thankful for you and I’m ready to own it,

My friends believe I can,
My family can help me stand,
They all know I can do this,
I have a confident feeling of bliss ,

I’m ready to breathe new air,
To start fresh , right there,
I’m ready to dream with my eyes open wide,
To take the step inside ,

Inside, a world full of chances,
Don’t look back no second glances .

Just so you know

Just so you know

Sometimes my feelings get the best of me,
I can’t always be a strong me,
Sometimes I try to brush it off my shoulder,
But it hits me personally like a boulder,

I try and act quote on quote normal  around you,
But sometimes it’s something I can’t do,
I don’t wanna embarrass you at all,
But it’s my way or I’ll fall ,

I try And consider your feelings ,
But I’m trying , it’s surrealing,
I don’t want you to feel my mental illness is an issue ,
Cause I’m me and I won’t dismiss you ,

I’ll try hard to be what’s right,
To be a sister , a friend through the night,
But just so you know it’s me,
Even through the illness I’m still gonna be me.

Dear brothers

Dear brothers

I Just want you to know I’m here for you,
I know I’m not doing what an older sister should do,
But I’m here if you need me,
I know I’m not physically there , but trust me I wanted to be,

I missed so many firsts for you,
Trust me I celebrated them as you did too ,
I may not have been able to be there,
But I want you to know I care,

I’ve tried hard to make it right,
I know I wasn’t there to say goodnight ,
I wasn’t a shoulder to cry on,
But I’ll always be there like the sun at dawn ,

I know I haven’t answered many questions like a sister should,
Trust me I would of answered all if I could,
I know I gotta make it right,
So trust me don’t feel fright,

But trust me I’ll make it up to you ,
I’ll do anything I can do,
I just want you to know I’m your sister no matter where,
And I’m always there.

Where the lost things go

Where the lost things go

When your alone and down ,
Remember it’s ok to frown,
It’s okay to be sad,
Remind yourself eventually you will feel glad ,

Life without you I definitely feel lost sometimes ,
But I’ve been coping with rhymes ,
I know your not really gone,
Cause you’ll always appear like dawn,

Your in a special place in my heart,
Not gone but misplaced apart,
But life will never fail to end
 Cause your always my friend .

Only way to go is up

Only way to go is up
( inspiration Mary Poppins)

Take a sprinkle of hope a dash of magic,
Turn your life into happiness from a life thats tragic ,
Follow your heart into a world of smiles,
Journey into your happy place while,

Your always see the light,
A guardian in the night,
The sweet serendipity of chance,
In your own special glance ,

Make sure your aura lasts,
Internal devotion at one glance,
Make magic out of memories,
In glitter life’s sensory.